你有没有听说过大脑 Have you ever heard that the brain
就像折现机制？ is like a discounting mechanism?
说某人给你一份礼物 Say someone gives you a present
这是一条钻石项链 and it's a diamond necklace
你打开它，你就爱上它了。 and you open it and you love it.
你一开始都很开心，然后第二天 You're all happy at first and then the next day
它仍然让你快乐，但却少了一点。 it still makes you happy but a little bit less so.
一年后，你看到了项链 A year later, you see the necklace
你会想，“哦，那件旧事。” and you think, "Oh, that old thing."
你知道为什么你的大脑会打折吗？ And do you know why your brain discounts things?
这是为了生存。 It's for survival.
你需要为新的经历做好准备 You need to be prepared for new experiences
因为它们可以发出危险信号。 because they could signal danger.
如果我们能重新设置它，不是很好吗 Wouldn't it be great if we could reset that
因为没有很多剑齿虎 since there aren't a lot of saber-toothed tigers
向我们扑来？ jumping out at us?
看起来像是设计缺陷 Seems like a design flaw
我们大脑的默认设置预示着危险 that our brain's default settings signal danger
而生存，而不是快乐 and survival instead of something like joy
或欣赏。 or appreciation.
我想这就是我妈妈的遭遇。 I think that's what happened to my mom.
她如此专注于捕捉危险信号 She got so focused on picking up danger signals
她的贴现机制忘记了 that her discounting mechanism forgot to see
她生活中所有的好东西。 all the good stuff in her life.
也许爸爸已经不去看了 And maybe Dad had quit seeing
妈妈的钻石项链。 the diamond necklace side of Mom.
你知道我有多坚强吗？ Do you have any idea how strong I'm being?
我的心碎了多少 How much my heart is breaking
因为你想去寄宿学校？ 'cause you want to go off to boarding school?
如果你不想让我去寄宿学校， If you didn't want me to go away to boarding school,
你不应该让它听起来很有趣。 you shouldn't have made it sound like so much fun.
呃，对，对，这是我的错。 Ugh, yeah, right. So it's my fault.
这不是我的锻炼，明白了。 It's not loading my workout. Got it.
你们还记得当你告诉我 Do you guys remember when you told me
如果我在中学期间取得了完美的成绩 if I got perfect grades all the way through middle school
我可以得到任何我想要的东西 I could have anything I wanted
作为毕业礼物？ as a graduation present?
我…… I...
我们是这么说的吗？ D-Did we say that?
我认为这是为了避免任何关于小马的进一步讨论。 I think it was to ward off any further talk of a pony.
好吧，这就是我小时候想要的。 Well, that's what I wanted when I was little.
现在我想要的是完全不同的东西。 Now I want something completely different.
你想知道这是什么吗？ You wanna know what it is?
我不知道，是吗？ I don't know. Do we?
这需要离开房子吗？ Does it entail leaving the house?
去南极旅行！ A family trip to Antarctica!
我们得过圣诞假期。 We have to go over Christmas break.
还是一个月？ As in a month?
哦，是的，很明显，因为这是他们的夏天。 Oh, yeah. Obviously, 'cause it's their summer.
这是你唯一可以去的地方。 It's about the only time you could go.
是的，因为小马很可爱 Yeah, 'cause ponies are cute
也许没有我们想象的那么多麻烦。 and maybe not as much trouble as we thought.
妈妈，你在那里说什么？ What do you say there, Mom?
这不是一个糟糕的时期 Isn't this a bad time
因为你的工作？ for you because of work?
我们正在学校里学习南极洲。 We're studying Antarctica in school.
我读过所有探险者的日记， I've read all the explorers' journals,
我正在做最后一个关于沙克尔顿的演讲。 and I'm doing my final presentation on Shackleton.
现在是一个很好的时机 And now is a good time to go
在另一个冰盖崩塌之前 before another ice sheet collapses
整个东西都融化了。 and the whole thing melts.
哦，天哪，我真不敢相信 Oh, my God. I can't believe
你们两个都没说不。 neither of you are saying no.
我在等你，你讨厌旅行。 I'm waiting for you. You hate traveling.
我在等你，你得工作。 I w-was waiting for you. You have to work.
哦，天哪，那是“是的”，我们要走了！ Oh, my God. That's a "yes". We're going!
等等，这真的是“是”吗？ Wait, wait. Is that really a "yes"?
我想是的。 I guess it is.
从技术上讲。 On a technicality.
我读过海豚的活动 I read once dolphins operate
在这个复杂的社会秩序中 in this complicated social order
有了联盟，敌人和执法者，招募者。 with alliances and enemies and enforcers, recruiters.
就像黑手党，或者是高中。 Almost like the Mafia, or maybe high school.
他们有时会打仗， They even battle sometimes,
他们互相攻击对方的头部 where they bash each other over the heads
用它们的尾巴。 with their tails.
为什么所有的智能生物都能自我组织起来 Why do all the smart creatures organize themselves
在这些奇怪的社会结构中？ in these weird social structures?
奥德丽在加勒街做所有的事。 Audrey does everything at Galer Street.
她创立了多元化理事会。 She created the Diversity Council.
她建立了马拉松式的孩子，她为爸爸们发明了甜甜圈。 She set up Marathon Kids. She invented Donuts for Dads.
妈妈曾经注册成为幼儿园的家长， Mom once signed up to be the kindergarten room parent,
但我觉得她被打得很烂 but I think she got bashed over the head
其他的海豚。 by the other dolphins.
另一个选择是几头猪。 Another option is a few pigs.
-猪？真的？-是的。 - Pigs? Really? - Yeah.
一周后，他们会拿出这些黑莓 In a week, they'll pull out these blackberries
由根，然后是一些。 by the root and then some.
我能帮你做点什么吗？ Can I help you with something?
哦，嗨，伯纳黛特。 Oh, hi, Bernadette.
嗯，我不知道你在家。 Um, I didn't know you were home.
显然。 Apparently.
是的，嗯。 Yeah. Um...
我希望你不介意，我给汤姆打了电话。 I hope you don't mind, I called Tom.
他是一个黑莓的减排专家。 He's a blackberry abatement specialist.
-哦-我在我的花园里 - Oh. - I was in my garden
减少多年生植物 cutting back the perennials
种植一些冬天的颜色 and planting some winter color
为了准备，呃， in preparation for the, uh,
我主持的Galer街早午餐 the Galer Street brunch that I'm hosting
给未来的父母。 for the prospective parents.
你一直在看电子邮件吗？ Have you been reading the emails?
如果我能帮上忙的话。 Not if I can help it.
是啊，黑莓的藤条在墙下。 Yeah. Well, the blackberry vines are coming under the wall.
在这里并不少见。 Not at all uncommon around here.
它们像竹子一样进入根部系统， They get into the root system like bamboo,
-超侵入性。-是的，侵入性。 - super invasive. - Yeah. Invasive.
我们只是想知道该怎么做。 We're just trying to figure out what best to do about it.
是的，这里。 Yeah, here.
是汤姆。 It's Tom.
伯纳黛特福克斯。 Bernadette Fox.
没有卡片。 No card.
哦。 Oh.
一天早上，我在堆肥堆里， I was in my compost pile one morning,
我几乎被袭击了。 and I was practically attacked.
你知道，不仅仅是在我的堆肥中， Um, you know, not just in my compost,
但是，你知道，它已经进入了我的蔬菜床， but, you know, it's gotten into my raised vegetable beds,
我的温室，你看到的，甚至是我的虫箱。 my greenhouse, which you saw, even my worm bins.
是的，我的意思是，为了摆脱这些，有这样的斜率。 Yeah, I mean, to get rid of this many, with this kind of slope...
哦，我不想用任何有毒的东西。 Oh, and I don't want to use anything toxic.
你知道，没有除草剂或者类似的东西。 You know, no weed killers or anything like that.
对，如果你不想用猪， Right. And if you don't wanna use the pigs,
我想我应该和，呃， I think I'd wanna go with, uh,
CXJ山坡侧手拉舍。 CXJ Hillside Side-Arm Thrasher.
我自己也没有，我得租一间。 I don't have one myself. I'd have to rent one.
好的，我很高兴在这里使用Tom Okay, I'm happy to use Tom here
删除所有的黑莓手机。 to remove all things blackberry.
我想我们已经完成了。 I think we're done.
很高兴见到你，夫人。 Nice to meet you, ma'am.
谢谢，很快？ Thank you. And soon?
任何猪都将因非法侵入而被逮捕。 Any pigs will be arrested for trespassing.
天啊。 Jeez.
亲爱的曼朱拉， Dear Manjula,
一些意想不到的事情发生了， something unexpected has come up,
如果你能多工作几个小时，我会很乐意的。 and I would love it if you would work extra hours.
我不知道现在是什么时候在印度，但是请 I don't know what time it is right now in India, but please
如果你有空的话，请尽快告诉我 uh, let me know ASAP if you're available
因为我需要你去完成你的印度教魔法 because I need you to work your Hindu magic
在一个巨大的项目上，句号。 on a huge project. Period.
好吧，我不再害羞了。 Okay, I'll stop being coy.
这是一场彻头彻尾的灾难。 It's a total disaster.
显然，埃尔吉和我已经答应过蜜蜂 Apparently, Elgie and I have promised Bee
去南极洲的一次家庭旅行。 a family trip to Antarctica.
在我不想去的无数个理由中， And of the million reasons I don't want to go,
最主要的是它需要我 the main one is it will require me
被人包围。 to be surrounded by people.
看起来就像最小的 Looks like even the smallest
游轮上还有150名乘客 cruise ship has 150 other passengers
也就是我的意思 which translates into me
被147人困住 being trapped with 147 other humans
谁会特别讨厌我 who will uniquely annoy the hell out of me
他们的粗鲁，浪费， with their rudeness, waste,
没完没了的废话，无聊的闲聊， incessant yammering, and boring small talk,
还有令人毛骨悚然的食物要求。 and creepy food requests.
或者更糟的是，他们会把他们的好奇心转向我 Or worse, they'll turn their curiosity toward me
并期待着愉快的回报。 and expect pleasantry in return.
哦，我在想这件事，就会感到恐慌。 Oh, I'm getting a panic attack just thinking about it.
但是有一点。 But a little...
社会焦虑 social anxiety
从来没有伤害过任何人，对吗？ never hurt anyone, am I right?
如果我给你联系方式， If I give you the contact info,
你能不能请你接管 could you pretty please take over
文件，签证，机票， the paperwork, visas, plane tickets,
所有涉及到我们三个的事情 and everything involved with getting we three
从西雅图到白人大陆？ from Seattle to the White Continent?
问号。 Question mark.
呃，我们需要什么 Uh, and we'll need whatever's on
推荐的包装清单。 the recommended packing list.
用同样的信用卡。 Uh... just use the same credit card.
哦，是的，曼朱拉，一个非常重要的东西。 Oh, yes, Manjula, one very important thing.
我想要一件钓鱼背心。 I'd like a fishing vest.
你知道，一个装满拉链的口袋。 You know, one replete with the zippered pockets.
显然，我需要一些 And apparently, I need some
我院子里的黑莓灌木被移走了。 blackberry bushes in my yard removed.
越快越好。 The sooner the better.
隔壁的奥德丽，什么也没想 Audrey, next door, thinks nothing
在我的院子里穿梭。 of traipsing through my yard.
谁做的！感叹号。 Who does that! Exclamation point.
冰淇淋？ Ice Cream?
哦。 Oh.
冰淇淋。 Ice Cream.
你是怎么进去的？ How did you get in there?
哦！ Oh!
这真的很不方便，冰淇淋。 This is really inconvenient, Ice Cream.
你在那儿等着！ You wait there!
哈哈！ Ta-da!
哦，嗯… Oh. Um...
尽我所能 As much as I love
剪辑艺术手印。 clip art hand prints...
嗯哼。-我想我们需要 Uh-huh. - I think we need
试图找到一个图像 to try to find an image
这更好地阐明了成功。 that better articulates success.
-嗯-嗯，嗯， - Mm-hmm. - Like, um,
-一件武器。-哦。 - a coat of arms... - Ooh.
有东西在里面。 With something in it.
-就像一个计算器。-哦，那很好。 - Like a calculator. - Oh, that's good.
对吧？或者是文凭，就像一种文凭的彩虹。 Right? Or, or diplomas. Like a rainbow of diplomas.
可爱。 Cute.
也许是大脑的草图， Maybe there's a sketch of a brain,
它有一个帽子和长袍，对吧？ and it has a cap and gown on, right?
我们只需要记住，我们想要吸引 We, we just have to remember we're trying to attract
合适的幼儿园家庭。 the right kind of kindergarten families.
-好的。-谢谢，明迪。 - Okay. - Thanks, Mindy.
凯尔，凯尔！ Kyle! Kyle!
什么？不是现在。 What? Not now.
哦。 Oh.
是的，我想他们会做家庭作业。 Yeah, I think they're going to do homework.
早午餐的rsvp正在涌入。 The brunch RSVPs are pouring in.
目前还没有一个“不”。 There has not been one "no" yet.
-真的吗？-是的，我指望着你 - Really? - Yes, and I'm counting on you
把那12把椅子带来。 to bring those 12 chairs.
好吧，我希望我能找到时间。 Well, I hope I can find the time.
是的，它是椅子，你会找到时间的。 Yeah, it's chairs. You'll find time.
是的。 Yeah.
哦，你有没有注意到我们的第一夫人 Oh. Did you notice our first lady of France
她的围巾好看吗？ has her scarf look going?
我等不及她发现我的新工作了。 I can't wait until she finds out about my new job.
我非常怀疑她甚至不知道你是谁。 I seriously doubt she even knows who you are.
我知道。 I know.
她太可怕了。 She's so awful.
-哦，嗨，亲爱的。-你好，林肯。 - Oh, hi, honey. - Hi, Lincoln.
嘿，妈妈。 Hey, Mom.
我们正在执行营救任务。 We are on a rescue mission.
什么？ What?
冰淇淋被卡在了忏悔室里。 Ice Cream's stuck in the confessional.
哦，我差点忘了。伯纳黛特！ Oh. I almost forgot. Bernadette!
伯纳黛特。 Bernadette.
进来的gnat，我们该怎么做？ Incoming gnat. What do we do?
冰淇淋需要我们，打一拳。 Ice Cream needs us. Punch it.
伯纳黛特，哦！ Bernadette. Oh!
哦！ Oh!
哦，我的。哦。 Oh, my... Oh.
-发生什么事了？-你看到了吗？ - What happened? - Did you see that?
-没有-你看到了吗？ - No. - Did you see that?
-哦，我的天。-哦，我。你还好吗？ - Oh, my God. - Oh, my... Are you okay?
-哦，上帝。-你。发生什么事了？ - Oh, God. - Are you... What happened?
-你没事吧？-我在哭。 - Are you okay? - I'm crying.
-哦，上帝。-我不太对！ - Oh, God. - I'm not all right!
哦，天哪。 Okay. Oh, my God.
噢！噢！ Ow! Oh!
你……她跑过了吗？ Did you... Did she run over it?
是吗？你看到了吗？ Did she? Did you see?
-不。-她跑过我的脚。 - No. - She ran over my foot.
好吧，你拿着。 Okay, you hold it.
不可能。她是我的狗。 No way. She's my dog.
你扶着梯子，我上去。 You hold the ladder. I'll go up.
当然不是，巴拉。 Absolutely not, Bala.
太危险了。 It's too dangerous.
哦，嘘，是我。 Oh, shush, it's me.
-这样的戏剧女王。-妈妈！ - Such a drama queen. - Mom!
妈妈，你没事吧？ Mom, are you okay?
-哦！-好吧，妈妈！ - Oh! - All right, Mom!
-蜜蜂！-你没事吧？ - Bee! - Are you okay?
冰淇淋。 Ice Cream.
嗨。 Hi.
你是史上最差的狗。 You're the worst dog ever.
嘿，你没事吧？ Hey, you okay?
是的，哦。 Yeah. Oh.
这是为你而来的。 This came for you.
恭喜你。 Congratulations.
我简直不敢相信。 I can't believe it.
哦，你感觉到了微软的动机。 Oh, you feel the Microsoft motivation.
让我们同步我们的手表。 Let's synchronize our watches.
那是林肯的妈妈吗？ Is that Lincoln's mom?
在西雅图，所有的道路都通向微软。 In Seattle, all roads lead to Microsoft.
妈妈， Mom,
看看她在看什么。 look what she's watching.
在进步中灌输思想。 Indoctrination in progress.
感谢持续的发展 So thanks to ongoing developments
在神经成像中，ted， in neural imaging, TEDsters,
向萨曼莎2问好。 say hello to Samantha 2.
这是真的。 That's real.
哇，太神奇了。 Wow. That's amazing.
是的，就是这样。 Yeah. That did that.
好的，谢谢。 All right, thank you.
我知道至少有两种不同的企鹅。 I know there's at least two different species of penguins.
有七种不同的物种 There are seven different species
南极洲的企鹅。 of penguins in Antarctica.
仅40万帝企鹅， 400,000 emperor penguins alone,
不包括gentoos和chin表带。 not including gentoos and chinstraps.
你想知道最酷的部分吗？ You wanna know the coolest part?
在我们乘坐的船上， On the boat we're taking,
餐厅里没有指定的座位。 there's no assigned seating in the dining room.
他们有四张桌子， And they have these tables for four,
这意味着我们三个可以坐下来 which means the three of us can sit down
如果我们用帽子和手套把多余的椅子堆起来， and if we pile the extra chair with our hats and gloves,
没有人能和我们坐在一起。 nobody can sit with us.
还有企鹅。 And penguins.
对那些企鹅极度兴奋。 Wildly excited about those penguins.
好的，我希望我能听到更多关于企鹅的信息 Okay, I wish I could hear more about the penguins
继续这个庆祝晚宴， continue this celebration dinner,
但是我和台北有一个视频会议， but I've got a video conference with Taipei,
所有这些人都在等我，所以…… all these people waiting for me, so...
没关系，爸爸，时钟在滴答作响。 That's okay, Dad. The clock is ticking.
恭喜你，乔提。 Congratulations, Choatie.
再见，亲爱的。 Bye, honey.
妈妈说失眠会引起焦虑， Mom says insomnia causes anxiety,
焦虑会导致失眠。 and anxiety causes insomnia.
她睡不着，但她什么也不肯吃 She can't sleep, but she won't take anything for it
因为那样她就不会有自己的感觉了。 because then she doesn't feel like herself.
她说这应该是一个卖点， She says that should actually be a selling point,
但她已经习惯了她的生活方式。 but she's grown accustomed to the way she is.
我也是。 Me too.
我爱妈妈就像她那样。 I love Mom just the way she is.
曼朱拉，你有什么想法吗 Manjula, did you have any idea
到达南极需要穿越 that getting to Antarctica requires crossing
德雷克海峡？ the Drake Passage?
你知道吗，德雷克海峡 And did you know that the Drake Passage
是最动荡的水域 is the most turbulent body of water
在整个星球上？ on the entire planet?
我知道，因为我刚刚花了 Well, I know 'cause I just spent
在互联网上的最后三个小时。 the last three hours on the Internet.
事情是这样的，你晕船吗？ Here's the thing. Do you get seasick?
不仅仅是恶心。 It's not just nausea.
这是恶心加上失去生活的意愿。 It's nausea plus losing the will to live.
呃，如果不是蜜蜂的话，我肯定会取消这次旅行的。 Ugh, if it weren't for Bee, I'd certainly cancel the trip.
但我不能让她失望。 But I can't let her down.
你能给我弄点什么吗？ Could you please get me something
对晕船真的很强烈吗？ really strong for seasickness?
我指的不是拉明胺，我是说强壮！ And I don't mean Dramamine. I mean strong!
妈妈可能会讨厌西雅图， Mom might hate Seattle,
但她喜欢市中心的图书馆。 but she loves the downtown library.
我的意思是，当然，书和所有这些， I mean, yeah, of course, the books and all that,
还有雷姆库哈斯的设计。 but also the Rem Koolhaas design.
她说这让她心跳加速。 She says it makes her heart race.
不过，这是一种好心情。 The good kind of heart racing though.
对不起。 Excuse me.
对不起，呃……伯纳黛特福克斯？ Excuse me. Uh... Bernadette Fox?
什么问题？ Yes?
哦，我的天哪，我知道。 Oh, my gosh. I knew it.
我是南加州大学的建筑系学生， Uh, I was an architecture student at USC,
我参观了比伯的双焦点 and I visited Beeber Bifocal
每次他们向公众开放。 every time they opened it to the public.
Paul Jellinek是我的教授。 Uh, Paul Jellinek was my professor.
呃，你知道，我简直不敢相信。 Uh, you know, I can't believe this.
我只是在看 I was literally just watching
这是两天前的一篇关于你的视频文章。 that, uh, video essay on you two nights ago.
视频散文？ Video essay?
是的，大约20英里的房子。 Yeah, about the Twenty Mile House.
二十周年纪念日。 The twentieth anniversary.
我学到了很多关于你的知识， I learned so much more about you,
我以为我什么都知道。 and I thought I knew everything.
太棒了。 How wonderful.
嗯，我可以和你拍张照片吗？ Um, could I get a picture with you?
这张图是什么样的。 What a profile pic that would be.
没关系。 That's okay.
呃，你已经给了我这么多。 Uh, you have given me so much already.
我的意思是，这种关系完全是单向的， I mean, the relationship has been totally one-way,
我在这里，想要更多。我很抱歉。 and here I am, wanting more. I'm very sorry.
谢谢你，你真是个鼓舞人心的人。 Just, thank you. You have been such an inspiration.
建筑师和建造者协会 The Architects and Builders Association
美国最近的民意调查 of America recently polled
300名建筑系研究生 300 architectural graduate students
然后问他们最欣赏哪种建筑师。 and asked them which architects they admire most.
这份名单是大多数人所期待的。 The list is what most would expect.
但在弗兰克劳埃德赖特的书中， But tucked amongst the Frank Lloyd Wrights,
密斯凡德罗， Mies van der Rohes,
Frank Gehrys和洛伦佐钢琴 Frank Gehrys, and Lorenzo Pianos
是一个几乎不为人知的女人。 is a woman who is virtually unknown.
伯纳黛特福克斯，一个建筑的真正的谜， Bernadette Fox, one of architecture's true enigmas,
由于种种原因，这是非同寻常的。 is extraordinary for many reasons.
她是一个独自练习的年轻女子 She was a young woman practicing solo
在男性主导的职业中。 in a male-dominated profession.
史上最年轻的建筑师获得麦克阿瑟奖。 The youngest architect ever to win a MacArthur grant.
她的手工家具是永久收藏 Her handmade furniture stands in the permanent collection
美国民间艺术博物馆。 of the American Folk Art Museum.
她被认为是绿色建筑运动的先驱。 She's considered a pioneer of the green building movement.
20年前，她退出了建筑， She dropped out of architecture 20 years ago,
从那以后，他什么也没设计。 and has designed nothing since.
单独，这些属性中的任何一个 Alone, any of these attributes
会让建筑师引人注目。 would make an architect noteworthy.
总而言之，一个偶像诞生了。 Taken together, an icon was born.
我猜是什么让我们想到了伯纳黛特 I guess what struck us about Bernadette
是她在任务中所获得的快乐 was the joy that she took in tasks
其他学生在他们下面会发现。 that other students would find beneath them.
福克斯是小组中最年轻的成员 Fox was the most junior member of a group
被分配到伯班克的迪斯尼大楼。 assigned to the Team Disney Building in Burbank.
她的第一份工作是典型的繁重工作， Her first job was typical grunt work,
在行政部门布置浴室。 laying out bathrooms in the executive wing.
我的意思是，她想知道高管们的频率 I mean, she wanted to know how often the executives
去参加会议，在一天中的什么时候， went to meetings, at what time of day,
男性与女性的比率。 the ratio of men to women.
我终于问她：“你到底在做什么？” I finally asked her, "What the hell are you doing?"
她说，“我需要知道什么问题” And she said, "I need to know what problems"
“我正在解决我的设计问题。” "I'm solving with my design."
你知道，我想说我认识到 You know, I would like to say that I recognized
会出现的人才。 the talent that would emerge.
虽然我很喜欢这件毛衣 Although I did like the sweater
她为我编织的。 that she knitted for me.
实际上，我还留着它。 I actually, I-I still have it.
这里，看。 Here, look.
看看这个。 Look at this.
很有趣。 Pretty interesting.
我妻子想让我把它给善意，但我说， My wife wanted me to give it to Goodwill, but I said,
“Mm-mm，我留着它。” "Mm-mm. I'm keeping it."
不久之后，福克斯遇到了。 Soon after, Fox met.
埃尔金，一个电脑动画师。 Elgin Branch, a computer animator.
他们在第二年结婚， They married the next year,
福克斯想盖一栋房子。 and Fox wanted to build a house.
伯纳黛特专注于寻找一片土地 Bernadette was really fixated on finding a piece of land
她可以自己设计一些东西。 where she could design something herself.
我给他们看了一个废弃的工厂， And I showed them an abandoned factory,
伯纳黛特环顾四周，说， and Bernadette looked around and said,
“哦，天哪，这太完美了。” "Oh, my God, this is perfect."
她实际上是在谈论这栋建筑。 She was actually talking about the building.
把这个工业空间改造成一个家庭 Transforming this industrial space into a home
在接下来的两年里，福克斯的生活被消耗殆尽。 consumed the next two years of Fox's life.
她做了一件类似于奇迹的事 She did something akin to a miracle
在这个非常阴暗和黑暗的空间里。 with this very grim and dark space.
她找到了一种方法。 She found a way to make...
嗯，她找到了一种用光填充它的方法。 Well, she found a way to fill it with light.
我记得伯纳黛特有这个想法 I remember Bernadette had this idea
将双焦框架编织在一起。 to knit together bifocal frames.
就像，你知道的， It was like, you know,
带眼镜的链甲。 chainmail with glasses embedded in it.
这房子很有女人味。 The house is very feminine.
你走进它， You walk into it,
你完全不知所措 you're absolutely overwhelmed
通过耐心和关怀 by the patience and the care
这就形成了。 that went into making it.
就像你在走路 It's like you're walking
一个巨大的拥抱。 into a giant hug.
伯纳黛特所做的完全是在外面 What Bernadette was doing was completely outside
我可以告诉你，主流观点。 of the mainstream, I can tell you that.
在福克斯和她的丈夫搬家后 After Fox and her husband moved
在比伯的双焦点房子里， into the Beeber Bifocal house,
福克斯对另一个项目感到不安。 Fox was restless for another project.
伯纳黛特要建这所房子 Bernadette was gonna build this house
只使用在半径20英里范围内的材料。 using only materials from within a 20-mile radius.
所有的材料都必须从本地采购。 All the materials had to be sourced locally.
花园的一个混凝土工厂提供了沙子， A concrete factory in Gardenia supplied sand,
我们在现场混合。 which we mixed on site.
至于钢材，我们在格兰岱尔市使用了一个回收站。 For steel, we used a recycling yard in Glendale.
在垃圾堆里发现的任何东西都被认为是可以的， Anything found in a dump was deemed okay,
即使它起源于20英里半径之外。 even if it originated outside the 20-mile radius.
树木服务提供了木材，我们在现场研磨。 Tree service provided wood, which we milled on site.
有一天，一辆卡车车队 One day, a convoy of trucks
被拉进邻近的地块。 pulled into the adjacent lot.
这处房产是由尼格尔米勒-默里购买的， The property had been purchased by Nigel Mills-Murray,
这位来自英国的电视巨头， the TV magnate from England,
最出名的是他的游戏节目。 best known for his smash game show...
你抓住它，你留着它！ You Catch It, You Keep It!
不，不，不，不，不。 No, no, no, no, no.
对不起，打扰一下。 Excuse me. Excuse me.
是的，我说我需要你集中注意力 Yeah. I said I need you to focus
在前面的灌木丛中。 on the bushes in the front.
我需要一个标志 I need a sign
制造和安装 made and installed
在我的财产的西边 on the western side of my property
面向邻居的房子。 facing the neighbor's house.
让它宽8英尺，高5英尺。 Make it eight feet wide by five feet high.
是的，你打赌你的bindi是我想要的大。 Yep, you bet your bindi that's how big I want it.
明亮的黄色和黑色的字母。 Bright yellow with the lettering in black.
它应该读到，“私有财产， And it should read, "Private property,
“不准擅自闯入。 "no trespassing.
"Galer街的gnats将被逮捕并被拖走 "Galer Street gnats will be arrested and hauled off
“去坐牢。” to gnat jail."
这是G-N-A-T。 And that's G-N-A-T.
有些讨厌但不值得被打扰的东西。 Something annoying but not worth being bothered over.
哦，把“gnat”部分涂成红色。 Oh, and put the "gnat" part in red.
哦。 Oh.
我非常喜欢这件背心！ I absolutely love the vest!
感叹号。 Exclamation point.
干得好，曼朱拉。 Good job, Manjula.
嘿，你准备好了吗，巴勃罗？ Hey, you ready, Pablo?
是的，我请Soo-Lin加入我们，她是新来的管理员。 Yes. And I asked Soo-Lin to join us. She's the new admin.
哦，太好了。嘿，没有你我们都快死了。 Oh, good. Hey, we've been dying here without you.
很高兴见到你，Soo-Lin。 It's nice to meet you, Soo-Lin.
实际上，我的儿子是， Well, actually, my son is,
嗯，在你女儿在加勒街的课堂上。 um, in your daughter's class at Galer Street.
哦，好的，好的，对不起，我。 Oh, right. Okay. Sorry, I...
-不。-酷。 - No. - Cool.
好的，是的。 Okay. Yeah.
-你们想坐航天飞机吗？-是的。 - Do you guys wanna take the shuttle? - Yeah.
-让我们坐航天飞机。-是的。 - Let's take the shuttle. - Yeah.
-好的。-当然。 - All right. - Sure.
让我们把它发射出来。 Let's shuttle it.
我什么都不记得了。 I don't remember anything.
需要我帮忙吗？ Can I help you?
哦，你有个奇胡利。 Oh. You have a Chihuly.
奇胡利？ Chihuly?
是啊，不，吊灯。 Yeah. No, the chandelier.
这是戴尔奇胡利的。 It's by Dale Chihuly.
你知道，那个玻璃人。 You know, the glass guy.
哦。 Oh.
我想说我们没有 I was gonna say we don't have
任何名字下的东西。 anything under that name.
试试Bernadette Fox。 Try Bernadette Fox.
等一下。 One moment.
狐狸小姐来了。 Miss Fox is here.
看起来这是两个人的工作。 Looks like this is a two-man job.
狐狸小姐， Miss Fox,
你知道你的处方是给ABHR的吗？ are you aware your prescription is for ABHR?
嗯。 Mm-hmm.
ABHR基本上是Haldol ABHR is basically Haldol
带着一些苯那君、雷兰和阿提凡。 with some Benadryl, Reglan, and Ativan thrown in.
听起来不错。 Sounds good to me.
氟多尔是一种抗精神病药物。 Haldol is an antipsychotic.
它被用于苏联的监狱系统 It was used in the Soviet prison system
打破囚犯的意志。 to break prisoners' wills.
是的，我现在才发现它。 Yeah, I'm only discovering it now.
它有一些严重的副作用。 It has some serious side effects.
迟发性运动障碍是最糟糕的。 Tardive dyskinesia being the worst.
迟发性运动障碍的特征是 Tardive dyskinesia is characterized by
无法控制的鬼脸，舌头伸出来， uncontrollable grimacing, tongue protrusion,
舔嘴唇。 lip smacking.
我想这几个小时听起来像是 I guess a couple of hours of that sounds like
与晕船相比，在海滩上呆一天。 a day at the beach compared to seasickness.
迟发性运动障碍可以持续很久。 Tardive dyskinesia can last forever.
永远？ Forever?
那是。这是一个咒语。 That's... that's a spell.
迟发性运动障碍的可能性约为4%。 The likelihood of tardive dyskinesia is about four percent.
在老年妇女中，这一比例上升到10%。 That increases to ten percent in older women.
当然有。 Of course it does.
所以我和你的普通医生谈过了。 So I spoke to your regular doctor.
他给你开了个处方 He wrote you a prescription
对于晕动病的莨菪碱 for a scopolamine patch for motion sickness
和焦虑的安定剂。 and Xanax for anxiety.
不，我想我家里可能有一些黄原药。 No, I think I might have some Xanax at home.
你有，嗯， D-Do you have, um,
答：某种层压图表， a... some kind of laminated chart,
你知道，这显示了所有的小药丸是什么样子的吗？ you know, that shows what all the little pills look like?
只是我把所有的处方都倒了出来 It's just that I poured all of my prescriptions
把它放进这个古老的果冻罐里。 into this antique jelly jar.
我的意思是，颜色和形状在一起是很神奇的。 I mean, the colors and shapes are amazing together.
但是我当然意识到他们。 But then of course I realized that they...
好吧，你明白了。 Well, you get it.
对。 Right.
很好。 Fine.
只要给我一种黄原药和贴片。 Just give me the Xanax and the patch thingy.
伯纳黛特。 Bernadette.
嘿。 Hey.
嗯，你在做什么？ Um, what are you doing?
埃尔吉。 Elgie.
哦，他们不会给我。Haldol， Oh, they wouldn't give me... Haldol,
所以我不得不等待Xanax。 so I had to wait for Xanax.
-你穿什么？-嗯？ - What are you wearing? - Uh?
哦，这个。 Oh, this.
是啊，从网上下载的。 Yeah. Got it off the Internet.
你能坐起来吗？ Can you sit up, please?
哦。 Oh.
你知道，我现在有个午餐。 You know, I've got a lunch right now.
-嗯-我需要取消吗？ - Mm-hmm. - Do I need to cancel it?
-哦，上帝，不！不！-不？ - Oh, God, no! No! - No?
我昨晚睡得不太好， I just didn't sleep very well last night,
所以我只是打了个盹儿。 so I just dozed off.
去吧，去吧。 Go. Do. Be.
好的。 Okay.
我待会在家里见你。 I'll see you at home later.
嘿，你今晚想去吃晚饭吗？ Hey, do you want to go for dinner tonight?
好的，是的，巴斯和我会选一个地方。 Okay. Yeah, yeah. Buzz and I will pick a place.
嘿，我和你怎么样？ Hey, how about just me and you?
-是的。-好的。 - Yeah. - Okay.
-嘿，妈妈。-嘿，布西。 - Hey, Mom. - Hey, Buzzy.
奥德丽让我给你这个。 Audrey asked me to give you this.
这是急诊室的账单。 It's an emergency room bill.
跑过她的脚？ Ran over her foot?
我知道，如果你往下看， I know. If you look down there,
他们实际上并没有发现任何破损的东西，所以。 they didn't actually find anything broken, so...
很明显，因为它没有发生。 Obviously. 'Cause it didn't happen.
等一下。 Wait a second.
那不是你的笛子。 That's not your flute.
这是一个Shakuhachi。 It's a Shakuhachi.
海斯先生把它借给我庆祝世界的庆祝日。 Mr. Hayes lent it to me for World Celebration Day.
哦，你在表演？ Oh, you're performing?
不完全是。我陪一年级的学生。 Not exactly. I'm accompanying the first graders.
-嗯-他们在为他们的父母唱歌， - Uh-huh. - They're singing for their parents,
海斯先生让我在一起 and Mr. Hayes got me to put together
一只小象在为他们跳舞。 a little elephant dance for them.
大象跳舞？你这个小角色。 Elephant dance? You little rotter.
你已经为一年级学生设计了舞蹈？ You've, you've choreographed a dance for the first graders?
这是一件大事，蜜蜂。 That's a big deal, Bee.
我能来吗？ Can I come?
不，你不会喜欢的。 No, you wouldn't like it.
这些话太可爱了。 The words are way too cute.
你可能会死于可爱。 You might die of cuteness.
是啊，我想死于可爱。 Yeah, well, I wanna die of cuteness.
我最喜欢的是死于可爱。 It's my favorite thing to die of cuteness.
我今晚能去肯尼迪家吗？ Can I go to Kennedy's house tonight?
她的母亲会在那里吗？ Will her mother be there?
没有。 No.
好吧，那就好了。 Okay. That's okay then.
所以今天下午。 So about this afternoon...
哦，是啊。那是你和你在一起的那个人吗？ Oh, yeah. Was that one of the gnats you were with?
从盖勒街？ From Galer Street?
Soo-Lin是我的新管理员 Soo-Lin is my new admin and apparently
她在蜜蜂班上有一个儿子，是的。 she does have a son in Bee's class. Yeah.
哦，孩子。 Oh, boy.
什么？ What?
对我来说，一切都结束了。 It's all over for me.
什么事都结束了？ What is all over?
哦，看看。 Oh, just watch.
我的意思是，那个人会让你反对我。 I mean, that one will turn you against me.
哦，来吧。 Oh, come on.
奥德丽和她的飞猴们总是恨我。 Audrey and her flying monkeys have always hated me.
哦，别傻了。没有人讨厌你，伯纳黛特。 Oh, don't be ridiculous. Nobody hates you, Bernadette.
对不起，你在说什么？ I'm sorry. What were you saying?
我对这药很好奇 I was curious about the medicine
他们不会在药店给你补上。 that they wouldn't fill for you at the pharmacy.
哦，我知道。 Oh, I know.
这位医生给我开了个处方。 This doctor wrote me a prescription.
结果是氟多尔。 It turned out to be Haldol.
呃。 Ugh.
我不知道。 I had no idea.
这是为了睡觉吗？ Is that for sleep?
睡觉？那是什么？ Sleep? What's that?
亲爱的，那不太好。 Honey, that's no good.
你是怎么拿到处方的？ And how'd you get the prescription?
你在看心理医生吗？ Are you seeing a psychiatrist?
没有。 No.
你想看心理医生吗？ Do you wanna see a psychiatrist?
上帝，不。 God, no.
没有。 No.
我只是担心这次旅行。 I'm just anxious about the trip.
真的吗？你特别担心什么？ Really? What specifically are you anxious about?
呃，德雷克海峡，人们， Uh, the Drake Passage, people,
小毛巾折叠成动物形状 little towels folded into animal shapes
这可能会留在我们的床上。 that might be left on our beds.
-你知道这是怎么回事。-实际上，我想我没有。 - You know how it is. - Actually, I don't think I do.
埃尔吉，会有很多人。 Elgie, there's gonna be a lot of people.
你知道。 You know...
我在接触别人的时候不太好。 I'm not good when exposed to people.
是的。 Yeah.
我不知道，我想也许我们需要重新审视这个想法 I don't know. I think maybe we need to revisit this idea
找到一个能和你交谈的人。 of finding someone for you to talk to.
我在跟你说话，不是吗？ I'm talking to you, aren't I?
我走得太远了 ♪ I'm walking too far ahead ♪
你打电话给我 ♪ You're calling to me ♪
我听不清你说了什么 ♪ I can't hear what you've said ♪
-然后你说。-“慢慢来” - ♪ Then you say... ♪ - ♪ "Go slow" ♪
我落后了 ♪ I fall behind ♪
第二手不吹 ♪ The second hand unwinds ♪
如果你迷路了，你可以看看，你就会找到我 ♪ If you're lost, you can look and you will find me ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你跌倒，我就会抓住你 ♪ If you fall I will catch you ♪
我会等待的 ♪ I'll be waiting ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你迷路了，你可以看看 ♪ If you're lost you can look ♪
你会发现我 ♪ And you will find me ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你跌倒，我就会抓住你 ♪ If you fall I will catch you ♪
我将在…… ♪ I will be waiting time after... ♪
哦，蜜蜂。 Oh, Bee.
看到了吗？ See?
妈妈，这就是为什么我不想要你 Mom, this is why I don't want you
来参加大象之舞。 to come to the elephant dance.
是的。 Yeah.
我只是需要你知道有时候我有多困难。 I just need you to know how hard it is for me sometimes.
有什么难的？ What's hard?
平凡的生活。 The banality of life.
但是我保留着被感动的权利 But I retain the right to be incredibly moved
那些小事情没有人注意到。 by those little things no one notices.
不管是好是坏。 For better and worse.
它不会阻止我带你去南极。 It's not gonna stop me taking you to the South Pole.
妈妈，我们不会去南极的。 We're not going to the South Pole, Mom.
-我们不是？-不！ - We're not? - No!
游客去的唯一地方是南极半岛。 The only place tourists go is the Antarctic Peninsula.
只有研究人员和科学家 Only researchers and scientists go
远至南极。 as far as the South Pole.
-哦-请告诉我你知道 - Oh. - Please tell me you knew that
你只是因为你累了而忘记了。 and you just forgot because you're tired.
是的，很累。 Yeah, tired.
而且无知。 And ignorant.
我要再吃点。 I'll take some more.
丽莎，你能原谅我吗？ Lisa! Will you excuse me?
哦！ Oh!
我很高兴你来了。 I'm so glad you came.
-奥黛丽！太棒了。-嗨！ - Audrey! It's fabulous. - Hi!
非常感谢你的到来。嗨，加里！ Thank you so much for coming. Hi, Gary!
-你好。-有食物。有饮料。 - Hi. - There's food. There's drink.
你可能认识这里的每个人。 You probably know everybody here.
-太好了。-好的。 - Fabulous. - Okay.
你知道我们的一年级爸爸 Did you know that one of our first-grade dads
是珍珠酱吗？ is in Pearl Jam?
-艾迪？-不。 - Eddie? - No.
关键是我刚开始 The point is I just started
突然间，这是我的责任 and all of a sudden it's my responsibility
在他离开电网的时候，确保一切顺利进行？ to make sure everything runs smoothly while he's off-grid?
这是杰夫贝佐斯的姐夫。 That's Jeff Bezos' brother-in-law.
-真的吗？-是的。 - Really? - Yeah.
我开始看到很多空杯子。 I'm starting to see a lot of empty glasses.
外壳和材料。 Crusts and stuff.
凯尔帮了很大的忙。 Kyle has been such a big help.
你们介意搬到房间的另一边吗？ Would you guys mind moving to the other side of the room?
就在这里，我很抱歉，是的。 Right in here. I'm so sorry. Yes.
我想这里会很好，有点像。 I thought here would be nice. It's kind of like a little...
-好的。-让我们面对现实吧。 - Okay. - Let's all face out.
-来吧。-好的。 - Come on in. - All right.
一，二，三，四。 One, two, three, four.
我喜欢这首歌，它是非洲的吗？ I love this song. Is it African?
-是的，这是一首肯尼亚流行歌曲。-哦。 - Yeah, it's a Kenyan pop song. - Oh.
加勒街的使命宣言 Galer Street's mission statement
是建立在全球联系的基础上的。 is based on global connectitude.
-连接？哇。-嗯。 - Connectitude? Wow. - Mm-hmm.
盖勒街不仅仅是跳出框框去思考。 Galer Street doesn't just think outside the box.
他们在字典之外思考。 They think outside the dictionary.
找到苏西！ Find Susie!
上车，没事的，我们都没事。 Get on the bus. It's okay. We're all okay.
我很抱歉。 I'm so sorry.
谢谢你的光临！ Thank you for coming!
下雨了，你看，这里的雨…… It's the rains, you see. The rains here...
你想要一个礼品袋吗？好了。 Do you wanna take a gift bag? There you go.
哦，不！ Oh, no!
你的山坡刚刚溜进我的家。 Your hillside just slid into my home.
在我的早午餐期间。 During my brunch.
那里有孩子！ There were children in there!
狗屎。 Shit.
有人受伤了吗？ W-Was anyone hurt?
神奇的是，没有。 Miraculously, no.
好的，这很好，这是。 Okay, that's good. That's...
很好，很好？ Good? Good?
我的房子在齐膝深的泥里，伯纳黛特。 My house is knee-deep in mud, Bernadette.
砖墙塌了。 The brick wall collapsed.
我的院子。 My yard.
我的日本枫树。 My Japanese maples.
这个水盆几乎就在我的客厅里。 The birdbath is practically in my living room.
我很抱歉，我…… I am so sorry. I...
这个符号。 And that sign.
-符号。-什么符号？ - The sign. - What sign?
我今天就把它拿下来。 I'll have it taken down today.
哦，好吧，泥石流为你解决了这个问题。 Oh, well, the mudslide took care of that for you.
它现在正在展出，让每个人都能看到！ It's on display now for everyone to see!
-妈妈，什么标志？-哦，蜜蜂， - Mom, what sign? - Oh, Bee,
我做了件非常愚蠢的事，呆在车里。 I did something really stupid. Stay in the car.
什么样的人会摆出一个标志…… What kind of person puts up a sign...
听着，我要为一切买单。 Look, I will pay for everything.
钱？你认为这是关于钱的？ Money? That's what you think this is about? Money?
-妈妈，发生什么事了？-蜜蜂。 - Mom, what is going on? - Bee...
告诉她！告诉她发生了什么事！ Tell her! Tell her what's going on!
-你明显是情绪化的。-是的，我是！ - You're obviously emotional. - Yes, I am!
但是你需要记住 But you need to remember
我在山坡上所做的工作 that the work I had done on the hillside
-是你的坚持。-哦！ - was at your insistence. - Oh!
奥黛丽，我用了你的男人，我让他这么做 Audrey, I used your guy, and I had him do it
在你指定的那天，所以。 on the day you specified, so...
所以这些都不是你的责任？ So none of this is your responsibility?
不，我只是想说明问题 No, I am simply making the point
今天发生的事情有一个更大的背景。 that there's a larger context to what happened today.
哇，好吧。 Wow. Okay.
所以你认为竖起一个充满仇恨的广告牌 So you think putting up a hateful billboard
做院子里的工作是适当的反应。 is an appropriate reaction to having yard work done.
没有。 No.
我想我已经开始理解这些了。 I think I'm starting to understand all of this.
奥黛丽，别站在那儿假装 Audrey, don't stand there and pretend
你也没有玩这个游戏。 you haven't been playing this game too.
伯纳黛特，我只是偶尔出去一下。 Bernadette, j-just get out once in a while.
b在现实世界中与人互动。 B-Be in the real world and interact with people.
也许这会让你不那么多疑。 Maybe that would make you not so paranoid.
-我想我们已经做完了。-不，我们还没做完。 - I think we're done here. - No, we are not done.
我们不是，我们不是在这里做的。 We are not, we are not done here.
再一次，我想为这个标志道歉。 Again, I want to apologize for the sign.
这有点不合适。 It was a little inappropriate.
我打算承担全部责任，好吗？ And I intend to take full responsibility, okay?
在Galer街学校， In terms of the Galer Street School,
-就钱而言。-所以现在你关心… - in terms of money. - So now you care about...
你不关心加勒街。 You don't care about Galer Street.
你什么都不在乎。 You don't care about anything.
你不关心你的房子。 You don't care about your house.
你不关心你的院子。 You don't care about your yard.
你当然不关心这个社区。 You certainly don't care about this neighborhood.
你知道在半径四英里范围内 Do you know that within a four-mile radius
是我祖母成长的房子， is the house my grandmother grew up in,
我母亲成长的房子， the house my mother grew up in,
和我长大的那间房子？ and the house that I grew up in?
我相信。 That I believe.
你带着微软的钱来到这里 And you come in here with your Microsoft money
买这个9,000平方英尺的拆卸 and buy this 9,000-square-foot teardown
在这个迷人的社区中 in the middle of this charming neighborhood
你认为这会让你属于你吗？ and you think that's gonna make you belong?
你不属于伯纳黛特， Well, you don't belong, Bernadette,
你永远也不会。 and you never will.
对它说阿门。 Say amen to that.
没有一个像你这样的母亲，伯纳黛特。 None of the other mothers like you, Bernadette.
你知道吗？ Did you know that?
-真的吗？-耶！ - Really? - Yeah!
你认识一群妈妈吗 Did you know a bunch of moms
有一个母亲女儿在过夜 had a mother-daughter sleepover
甚至没有邀请你和蜜蜂？ and didn't even invite you and Bee?
好了，就是这样，奥德丽！ Okay, that's it, Audrey!
你他妈的把蜜蜂带到这里来！ Fuck you for bringing Bee into this!
不，你不要这样做。我们爱蜜蜂。 No. Don't you do this. We love Bee.
蜜蜂是一个了不起的女孩。她是一个很棒的学生。 Bee is a terrific girl. She-She's a wonderful student.
事实上，它只是展示了孩子们的适应力 In fact, it just goes to show how resilient children are
因为她表现得很好。 because she turned out so well.
如果蜜蜂是我的女儿， If Bee were my daughter,
我想我代表的是 and I think I speak on behalf
在盖尔街的每一位母亲， of every mother at Galer Street,
我们永远不会把她送去寄宿学校。 we would never be sending her off to boarding school.
我想去寄宿学校。 I want to go to boarding school.
你当然知道，亲爱的。 Of course you do, sweetie.
这是我的主意！ It was my idea!
不，蜜蜂，这是不值得的。 No, Bee, it's not worth it.
当然这是你的主意，我不怪你。 Of course it was your idea. I don't blame you.
你不认识我，你也不认识我妈妈。 You don't know me. And you don't know my mom.
哦，我知道。我确实认识你的妈妈。 Oh, I do. I do know your mom.
我现在认识她了，每个人都知道。 I know her now. Everybody does.
你甚至不认识你自己的儿子，奥德丽。 You don't even know your own son, Audrey.
如果你这样做了，你就会知道他是如何在学校里取笑你的。 If you did, you'd know how he makes fun of you at school.
你有没有注意到他回家时被石头砸了？ Do you even notice when he comes home stoned?
我同意我妈妈的意见。 I agree with my mom.
去你妈的，奥黛丽。 Fuck you, Audrey.
嘿。 Hey.
你太酷了，你知道吗？ You are super cool, you know that?
就像我们想和他们在一起过夜。 Like we'd ever want to be at a sleepover with them.
是的，受欢迎程度被高估了。 Yeah. Popularity is overrated.
所以我们会把这些锐角放在它旁边 So we will put these Sharpies next to it
当餐厅旋转的时候， and while the restaurant revolves,
每个人都可以写点东西 everyone can write something on it
当它回来的时候， and when it comes back around later,
你会有一张满是生日祝福的卡片。 you'll have a card full of birthday wishes.
太酷了，肯尼迪。 That's so cool, Kennedy.
我听说如果你去洗手间， I heard if you go to the bathroom,
当你回来的时候，你找不到你的桌子。 when you come back you can't find your table.
我们去洗手间吧。 Let's go to the bathroom.
-哦，嗨，肯尼迪。-你好。 - Oh, hey, Kennedy. - Hi.
蜜蜂。 Bee.
哦，嘿。 Oh, hey.
丹佛的旅行取消了？ Denver trip got canceled?
不，我在去机场的路上。 Nope. I'm on my way to the airport.
我只是，呃，停下来问你个问题。 I just, uh, stopped to ask you something.
什么？ What?
那些黑莓是唯一的 Those blackberries were the only thing
举着山坡，你知道的。 holding up the hillside. You knew that.
我知道你知道的 I know you know better
而不是在整个山坡上 than to denude an entire hillside
在有记录的最潮湿的冬天。 during the wettest winter on record.
我想我其实没有。 I guess I didn't actually.
你是怎么知道的？ How did you find out?
你怎么认为我不知道？ H-How did you think I wouldn't find out?
让我猜猜。 Let me guess.
你的管理员，奥黛丽的坏女孩之一， Your admin, one of Audrey's mean girls,
在你的耳朵里倒毒。 is pouring poison in your ears.
我叫它。 I called it.
让Soo-Lin远离这个。 Keep Soo-Lin out of this.
她是唯一可行的理由 She's the only reason it's even feasible
我要离开一个月。 for me to go away for a month.
-如果你对真相感兴趣…-嗯… - If you're interested in the truth... - Mm-hmm.
我把那些黑莓拿走了 I had those blackberries removed
根据规格说明 in accordance with the specifications
她自己也有毛病。 of Bugs Meany herself.
不要把一切都变成笑话。 Stop turning everything into a joke.
我看着你，我真的很担心。 I look at you and I have real concern.
你不会跟我说话的，你不会去看医生的。 You won't talk to me. You won't go to a doctor.
-你不会。-爸爸。别紧张。 - You won't... - Dad... stop freaking out.
别紧张了？格里芬家的房子塌了。 Stop freaking out? The Griffins' house caved in.
这是我们要为之付出的代价吗？ Is this, um, something we're gonna have to pay for?
这是不可抗力，奥德丽的保险涵盖了它。 It's force majeure. Audrey's insurance covers it.
你为什么不告诉我，蜜蜂？ Why didn't you tell me, Bee?
我。我猜你没有那么多。 I... I guess you haven't been around that much.
嗯。 Hmm.
看看我的生日贺卡有多远。 Look how far my birthday card is.
拿起你的利他林，闭上嘴。 Take your Ritalin and shut up.
我很抱歉。你刚才说什么？ I'm sorry... Wha... Excu... what did you just say?
-这不是我们和人交谈的方式。-没关系。 - That's not the way that we talk to people. - It's okay.
-这就是他们彼此交谈的方式。-不，这是不可能的。 - That's how they talk to each other. - No, it's not okay.
你为什么在乎？ Why do you care?
你甚至不喜欢肯尼迪。 You don't even like Kennedy.
他没有？ He doesn't?
不，是cour。 No, of cour...
我当然喜欢你，肯尼迪。 of course I like you, Kennedy.
你怎么能这样说呢？ Wha... How can you say a thing like that?
这个家庭现在发生了什么？ What is going on with this family right now?
我只是顺便去和你聊聊天。 I just stopped by to have a conversation.
不，你没有。 No, you didn't.
你来这里是为了对妈妈大吼，奥德丽已经这样做了。 You came here to yell at Mom. Audrey already did that.
-嘿。-你不在那里。 - Hey... - You weren't there.
太可怕了。 It was horrible.
来吧。 Come on.
你想问我的问题是什么？ What was the question you wanted to ask me?
为什么你不能和我们的邻居和睦相处？ Why can't you ever get along with our neighbors?
为什么你不能和任何人相处？ Why can't you ever get along with anyone?
这不可能永远是他们的错。 It can't always be their fault.
好吧，曼朱拉， Well, Manjula,
没有人会说我没有给它 nobody can say I didn't give it
上大学的时候，我只是…… the old college try but I just...
我不能去南极洲。 I can't go to Antarctica.
不要害怕，我已经制定了一个无计划的计划 Fear not. I have concocted a gutless plan
这应该能做到这一点。 which should do the trick.
我的牙医一直想要搬走 My dentist has been wanting to remove
我的智齿多年。 my wisdom teeth for years.
所以，请忍耐一下， So, bear with me,
我们给她打电话怎么样？ how about we call her up
在旅行前约个时间见面？ and get an appointment right before the trip?
这样的话，我可以认为这是一个紧急事件 That way, I can claim it was an emergency
我很伤心，所有这些 and I'm devastated and all that
我的丈夫和女儿可以自己去旅行 and my husband and daughter can go on the trip themselves
没有人责怪我。 and nobody blames me.
是的。 Yep.
告诉你那是没有胆量的。 Told you it was gutless.
发送消息。 Send message.
伯纳黛特！ Bernadette!
Paul Jellinek！ Paul Jellinek!
看看你。 Look at you.
你老罗特。 You old rotter.
我的天啊，你20年没变了！ My God, you haven't changed in 20 years!
很高兴见到你！ So good to see you!
-讲座怎么样？-很好，很好。 - How was the lecture? - It was fine. Fine.
这只是一个拜访你的借口。 It was just an excuse to come visit you.
哦，天哪，哇。 Oh, my goodness. Wow.
埃尔吉，这是库尔兹医生。 Elgie, this is Dr. Kurtz.
哦，嗨。 Oh, hi.
嗨。 Hi.
-Janelle Kurtz.-Elgie Branch。 - Janelle Kurtz. - Elgie Branch.
非常感谢你能照顾我们。 Thank you so much for accommodating us.
我们很高兴你能来。 We are really glad you could come in.
汉娜对你的评价很高 And Hannah spoke so highly of you
你和弗兰克做的所有工作 and all the work that you did with Frank
为了帮助他度过难关，所以…… to help him through his rough patch, so...
我给你们两个。 I'll leave you two.
好的。 Okay.
嗯… Um...
你在西雅图做了20年的工作？ What have you been doing in Seattle for 20 years?
好吧，我想我只是想离开洛杉矶， Well, I guess I just wanted to leave LA in a snit,
你知道，当我下定决心 you know, and when I determined
每个人都为我感到难过， that everyone felt sufficiently sorry for me,
展开我的斗篷，展开我的第二幕 unfurl my cape and swoop in to launch my second act
向那些真正的混蛋展示。 and show those bastards who the true...
贱人的建筑女神真的是。 bitch goddess of architecture really is.
但是，是的。 But then, yeah...
埃尔吉最终爱上了这里，是的，我们在这里。 Elgie ended up loving it here, and, yeah, here we are.
令我惊讶的是，她非常兴奋 To my surprise, she got really excited
关于搬到西雅图。 about moving to Seattle.
我们都来自东海岸， We were both from the East Coast,
他们都去了预科学校。 both went to prep schools.
她是一颗冉冉升起的新星，绝对的力量。 And she was a rising star. An absolute force.
当然，我被她的美貌所取代 Of course, I was taken by her beauty
她惊人的天赋 and her amazing talent
还有她的幽默和活力。 and her humor and her energy.
在我们结婚的时候， And at the time that we got married,
我在做一个电脑动画程序 I was working on a computer animation program
这最终被微软收购了。 which was eventually bought by Microsoft.
大约在同一时间，呃。 And around the same time, uh...
她在自己建造的房子里遇到了麻烦 she ran into some trouble with a house that she built
突然宣布自己做了 and abruptly declared herself done
有了洛杉矶建筑的场景。 with the LA architecture scene.
这里的城市规划者。 The city planners here.
我的意思是，他们从来没有见过美丽的风景 I mean, they never met a beautiful view
他们不想阻止 they didn't want to block
和一个20岁的老人住在一起 with a 20-story old folks home
具有零架构完整性。 with zero architectural integrity.
相信我，那就是 And believe me, that is
第一次用“建筑”这个词 the first time that the words "architectural"
"正直"曾被用在一起 and "integrity" have ever been used together
关于西雅图的一句话。 in a sentence about Seattle.
不管是谁布置的这个地方。 And whoever laid out this place...
我的意思是，他们从来没有遇到过双向的街道 I mean, they never met a two-way street
他们并没有突然，没有任何理由， they didn't suddenly, and for no reason,
想要变成一条单行道。 want to turn into a one-way street.
他们从未遇到过四路交叉路口 They never met a four-way intersection
他们不想变成一个五路交叉路口。 they didn't want to turn into a five-way intersection.
保罗，我向上帝发誓，他们甚至有 Paul, I swear to God, they even have
这里有七路交叉路口。 seven-way intersections up here.
她曾经通灵的所有能量 All of the energy that she once channeled
如此无畏地进入建筑…… so fearlessly into architecture...
她似乎已经转向…… she seems to have turned towards...
对西雅图的谴责 fulminating about Seattle
以这些狂野的咆哮的形式。 in the form of these wild rants.
我在这里买了一幢房子。 I bought a house the second we got here.
这是一个为女孩们疯狂的改革学校， It was this crazy reform school for girls,
你知道，每一种可能的建筑限制都是附加的。 you know, with every conceivable building restriction attached.
我的意思是，要做一些事情需要。 I mean, to make something of it would require.
哈利胡迪尼的独创性， Harry Houdini ingenuity,
这当然吸引了我， which of course appealed to me,
-但是。-嗯。 - but... - Mmm.
你知道，实际上发生了什么 What, you know, actually happened
我有一系列的，呃。 was that I had a series of, uh...
我有过四次流产。 I had four miscarriages and...
因为，不，我完全想要恢复 'Cause, no, I fully intended to recover
从二十英里的屁股上 from the ass whooping of Twenty Mile
为埃尔吉和我做一个家 by making a home for Elgie and me
而我一直怀有的孩子， and the baby I was always pregnant with,
但是，你知道。 but, you know...
我坐在马桶上往下看 I'd sit on the toilet and look down
就在那里，我的内裤上有血迹。 and there it was, blood on my underpants.
哦，天哪，我很抱歉，伯纳黛特。 Oh, my God. I am so sorry, Bernadette.
-不，不，不。-我只是不知道。 - No, no, no. - I just didn't know.
嘿，蜜蜂来了。 Hey, Bee arrived.
但是，你知道，她的心， But, you know, her heart, um,
还没有完全发展 hadn't developed completely
你知道，它需要重建 and, you know, it needed to be rebuilt
在一系列的操作中， in a series of, um, operations,
因为，你知道，她生存的机会， 'cause, you know, her chances for survival,
他们是微不足道的。 they were minuscule.
尤其是在那时。 Especially back then.
你会认为有一个生病的孩子 You'd think that having a sick child
要么带来丈夫和妻子 would either bring a husband and wife
把它们分开，或者把它们分开。 closer together or tear them apart.
但在我们的例子中，它也没有这样做。 But in our case, it didn't do either.
我们刚刚开始……漂流。 We just started... drifting.
护士们拿走了这个。 The nurses took this.
你知道，他们这样做 You know, they do that
当他们不认为…… when they don't think the...
婴儿会…… the baby will...
哦，看看她。 Aw, look at her.
嗯。 Mmm.
当我第一次看到蜜蜂的时候，我只是…… When I first saw Bee, I just...
我知道她是别人 I knew that she was other
她被托付给了我。 and that she'd been entrusted to me.
你知道那些小克里希纳的海报吗？ Do you know those posters of baby Krishna?
-巴拉克里希那。-对。 - The Balakrishna. - Right.
创造者和毁灭者， The creator and the destroyer,
他又胖又快乐又忧郁？ and he's fat and happy and blue?
好吧，这就是蜜蜂，创造者和毁灭者。 Well, that's what Bee was, the creator and destroyer.
哦，是的。 Oh, yeah.
我的意思是，拜托，这很明显，对吧？ I mean, come on, it's just obvious. Right?
所以我对护士说， So I said to the nurses,
“她不会死的，她是Balakrishna。” "She's not gonna die. She's Balakrishna."
他们把这个名字写在出生证上。 And they actually put that name on the birth certificate.
所以，是的，我要求一个人呆着 And, so, yeah, I asked to be left alone
和我的女儿。 with my daughter.
埃尔吉曾经给我这个小盒子 And, well, Elgie once gave me this locket
圣伯纳黛特。 of Saint Bernadette.
你知道。 You know...
-她有18个幻想，对吧？-对。 - She had 18 visions, right? - Right.
他总是说比伯的双焦点 And he always said the Beeber Bifocal
20英里是我最初的两个梦想。 and Twenty Mile were my first two visions.
所以我凑过来，我说 And so I leaned in and I said
给我美丽的蓝古风， to my beautiful little blue guppy,
我说，“你是我的另外16个愿景 I said, "You are my other 16 visions
所有的一切都变成了一个。” all rolled into one."
她是。 And she is.
现在，我眨了眨眼睛， And now, I blinked,
她要去全国各地 and she's going across the country
去寄宿学校。 to boarding school.
她只是沉浸在自己的生活中 She just immersed herself
在蜜蜂的康复过程中 so thoroughly in Bee's recovery
它成了她的每一根纤维。 that it became her every fiber.
还有…… And...
我工作时间更长，工作时间更长。 I worked longer and longer hours.
我们称之为伙伴关系。 Called it a partnership.
听说她没有接受治疗，我很惊讶。 I'm surprised to hear that she isn't in therapy.
这似乎是合乎逻辑的第一步。 That seems like a logical first step.
嗯。我试过了。没那么好。 Mmm. I tried that. Didn't go so well.
我最近又问了她。嗯。 I asked her again recently. Um...
我的表现不太好。 Didn't go so well.
你知道，埃尔吉不知道 You know, what Elgie doesn't know
我仍然痴迷于洛杉矶。 is that I am still obsessing about LA.
你什么意思？ What do you mean?
你知道，就在昨天晚上，对，我醒过来尿尿。 You know, just last night, right, I woke up to pee.
你知道，我已经半睡半醒了，我是一张白纸。 You know, I'm half asleep. I'm a blank slate.
然后数据开始重新加载。 And then the data starts reloading.
伯纳黛特福克斯，20英里的房子， Bernadette Fox, Twenty Mile House,
毁灭，失败。 destroyed, failure.
你知道，就像失败在我身上有了牙齿一样， You know, it's like failure has got its teeth in me,
它不会停止颤抖。 and it won't stop shaking.
然后我不小心看到了那个奶酪袋。 And then I accidentally see that cheesebag.
Nigel Mills-Murray的名字 Nigel Mills-Murray's name
在他的一个愚蠢的电视节目中， on one of his dumb TV shows,
我在里面发疯。 and I go nuts inside.
你知道，这就增加了我无尽的，令人反胃的耻辱 You know, and it just adds to my bottomless, churning shame
我变得如此疯狂和不诚实 that I have become so demented and dishonest
我是最聪明的人， that I'm a stranger to the most brilliant,
我曾经见过的可敬的人。 honorable man I have ever met.
从技术上讲，我不知道伯纳黛特怎么了。 I technically have no idea what's wrong with Bernadette.
她抑郁吗？躁狂？恐高症？ Is she depressed? Manic? Agoraphobic?
嗑药？妄想？我不知道。 Hooked on pills? Paranoid? I don't know.
我甚至不知道是什么构成了 I really don't even know what constitutes
精神崩溃， a mental breakdown,
但是已经变得非常清楚了 but what has become crystal clear
忽视它不再是一种选择。 is that ignoring it is no longer an option.
所以我在午夜躺在床上 So I'm lying in bed in the middle of the night
当砰砰声到来的时候。 when the thumping arrives.
这是一种发自内心的恐慌。 It's this black hole of visceral panic.
哦，这是很荒谬的，你知道， Oh, it was something ridiculous like, you know,
“我得在蜜蜂的午餐里装更多的新鲜水果。” "I've got to pack more fresh fruit in Bee's lunch."
我能感受到这种非理性的焦虑 And I can feel this irrational anxiety
耗尽我的能量储备 draining my store of energy
就像一辆电池驱动的赛车 like a battery-operated race car
在角落里磨磨。 grinding away in the corner.
去洗碗，去杂货店。 There go the dishes. There goes the grocery store.
有锻炼。 There goes exercise.
这是人类的基本善良。 There goes basic human kindness.
从你所说的， So from what you're saying,
她会创造一个环境 she willfully created an environment
它摧毁了一个邻居的家。 which destroyed a neighbor's home.
她在囤积处方药。 She's hoarding prescription medicine.
她在学校里跑过一位母亲， She ran over a mother at school,
然后在外面竖起一块广告牌 and then had a billboard erected outside
这个女人的家是在奚落她吗？ this woman's home to taunt her?
她似乎正遭受着 It seems she may be suffering from
极度焦虑，夸大， extreme anxiety, grandiosity,
如果囤积处方药物 and if hoarding prescription medication
意思是我认为它的意思。 means what I think it means...
她可能有自杀的念头。 she may well be having suicidal thoughts.
你怎么看？ So what do you say?
这是一种不幸的命运 'Tis a piteous fate to have befallen
你不是说麦克阿瑟天才吗？ a MacArthur genius, wouldn't you say?
你做完了吗？ You done?
是的。 Yeah.
是的，很好，因为我知道 Yeah, good, 'cause I know
你不能真的相信这些胡说八道。 you can't honestly believe any of this nonsense.
有趣的是，它掩盖了更大的一点 As amusing as it is, it obscures the larger point
也就是像你这样的人必须创造。 which is that people like you must create.
这就是你被带到这个世界的原因 That's what you were brought into this world
要做，伯纳黛特。 to do, Bernadette.
如果你不这样做，你就会对社会构成威胁。 If you don't, you become a menace to society.
我认为有一个非常简单的答案 I think there's one very simple answer
你所有的问题。 to all of your problems.
让你的屁股回去工作 Get your ass back to work
创造一些东西。 and create something.
我们来分而治之 So let's just divide and conquer
近似于最近的邻居 with approximate nearest neighbors
并将其限制在附近的比赛中。 and restrict it to nearby matches.
它会最小化90% It's gonna minimize about 90 percent
在计算的时间里，我想。 of the computation time, I think.
这太优雅了，伙计。 That's super elegant, man.
帕布鲁，你快完成了吗？ Pablo, are you almost done?
是的。 Yeah.
-谢谢，埃尔吉。-好的。 - Thanks, Elgie. - Okay.
埃尔吉，这是斯特朗特工 Elgie, this is Agent Strang
和FBI一起。 with the FBI.
-哦，嗨。-嘿。 - Oh. Hi. - Hey.
-你好，布兰奇先生。-你好。 - Hello, Mr. Branch. - Hi.
我是网络犯罪投诉中心的区域主任。 I'm the regional director of the Internet Crime Complaint Center.
IC3。 IC3.
与…合作。 Working in partnership with the.
国土安全部。 Department of Homeland Security.
哇。 Wow.
我们坐吧。 Let's have a seat.
谢谢。 Thank you.
布兰奇先生，你引起了我们的注意。 Mr. Branch, you've come to our attention.
我有吗？ I have?
是的，因为你的信用卡有收费。 Yep. Because of a charge on your credit card.
这是我的信用卡账单？ This is my credit card bill?
这些是对一家公司的指控。 These are charges to a company called.
德里虚拟助理国际。 Delhi Virtual Assistants International.
我明白了。是的，我能看见。 I see. Yes, I can see.
-哇。-那家公司不存在。 - Wow. - That company does not exist.
这是一个正面 It's a front
对于一个在俄罗斯工作的犯罪集团来说。 for a crime syndicate working out of Russia.
真的吗？ Really?
我们花了六个月的时间 We've spent the last six months
对他们提起诉讼。 building a case against them.
我们获得了搜查令 We were granted a warrant
这让我们可以在你妻子之间收发邮件， which allowed us to access emails between your wife,
伯纳黛特福克斯， Bernadette Fox,
还有一个Manjula。 and one Manjula.
没有曼朱拉。 There is no Manjula.
这件事很微妙，很紧急。 This matter is delicate and urgent.
埃尔吉，我们要打电话给库尔兹医生。 Elgie, we have to call Dr. Kurtz.
大象，大象 ♪ Elephant, elephant ♪
告诉我，你爱谁？ ♪ Tell me, who do you love? ♪
哦，你知道 ♪ Oh, you know ♪
我爱的是我的妈妈 ♪ It's my mama that I love ♪
不久之前，科学家们 Not too long ago, scientists sent
这些看不见的宇宙射线 these invisible cosmic rays
通过吉萨大金字塔 through the Great Pyramid of Giza
看看里面是什么， to see what was inside,
他们发现了这个巨大的空间 and they found this big empty space
他们根本就不知道。 they never even knew about.
他们不知道这是怎么做的 They don't know how it was made
或者为什么这个内室存在， or even why this inner chamber exists,
即使金字塔在那里 even though the pyramids have been there
超过4,000年。 for over 4,000 years.
只使用“我感觉”的语句。 Only use "I feel" statements.
我们不想让她觉得自己受到了评判。 We don't want her to feel judged.
我不知道我能不能做这个。 I don't know if I can do this.
我知道这会让你觉得不舒服。 I know this can feel uncomfortable...
但我们都有相同的目标， but we all share the same goal,
这是为了帮助伯纳黛特。 which is to help Bernadette.
对。 Right.
她确实需要帮助。 And she does need help.
当然。 Absolutely.
你今天取消约会了吗？ You're canceling your appointment today?
嗯，是的，没错。 Mmm-hmm. Yep, that's right.
这是一个取消。 It's a cancellation.
这是最后一分钟。 This is very last minute.
我很抱歉，但是，看…… I'm sorry. But, look...
我的智齿已经等了这么久， My wisdom teeth have waited this long,
他们可以再等一个月。 they can wait another month.
-你想要重新安排吗？-不，不。 - Would you like to reschedule? - No, no.
我将在1月份的旅行回来后重新安排时间。 I'll reschedule when we get back from our trip in January.
-好的，谢谢你，狐狸小姐。-好的，谢谢你。 - Okay, thank you, Miss Fox. - Okay, thank you.
我知道我从那次TED演讲中认出了你。 I knew I recognized you from that TED Talk.
我的孩子们都喜欢。 My kids love that.
埃尔吉，这是怎么回事？ Elgie, w-what's going on?
是蜜蜂吗？ Is it Bee?
我刚在学校见过她。 I just saw her at school.
不，蜜蜂很好。 No. Bee is fine.
牙医怎么样？ How was the dentist?
嗯，我，我没去。对不起，这些人是谁？ Um, I, I didn't go. Sorry, who are these people?
伯纳黛特，我是詹妮尔库尔茨博士。 Bernadette, I'm Dr. Janelle Kurtz.
我们为什么不坐下来呢？ Why don't we all sit down?
为什么？埃尔吉？ Why? Elgie?
我们开始吧，医生？ Shall we begin, Doctor?
开始什么？我不喜欢这个。 Begin what? I don't like this.
伯纳黛特，请坐，我们可以。 Bernadette, have a seat, so we can...
我们想向你展示你的情况。 We'd like to present to you the reality of your situation.
埃尔吉？ Elgie?
不管这是什么，我们能私下谈谈吗？ Whatever this is, can we talk about it privately?
我什么都知道，伯纳黛特，他们也是。 I know everything, Bernadette, and so do they.
好吧，看，如果这是关于牙医的， Okay, look, if this is about the dentist,
如果他告诉…… if he told...
我取消了约会。 I canceled the appointment.
我要去南极洲。 I'm going to Antarctica.
我很期待。看到了吗？ I'm looking forward to it. See?
伯纳黛特，没有曼朱拉。 Bernadette, there is no Manjula.
曼朱拉？。 Manjula? M...
斯特朗，你能…… Agent Strang, could you...
代理人？ Agent?
你好，我是联邦调查局的。 Hi. From the FBI.
狐狸小姐，我们已经确定了曼吉拉或曼朱拉 Miss Fox, we've determined that Manjela or "Manjula"
是身份盗窃团伙的别名 is an alias for an identity theft ring
在俄罗斯经营。 operating out of Russia.
Ide。什么？ Ide... What?
是的，你已经给了他们 Yeah. And you have given them
我们所有的个人信息。 all of our personal information.
不仅如此，他们还在飞机上 And not only that, they're on a plane
现在去西雅图 right now to Seattle
所以他们可以采取行动 so they can make their move
当我和蜜蜂在南极洲的时候。 while Bee and I are in Antarctica.
这是不是正确，斯特朗特工？ Isn't that correct, Agent Strang?
差不多了。 Pretty much.
他们用航空公司的里程数去买机票。 And they used your airline miles to buy the tickets.
是的，然后他们就可以清理了 Yeah, and next they could clean out
我们的银行账户和我们的经纪账户 our bank accounts and our brokerage accounts
我们的产权，因为你已经给了他们 and our property title because you have given them
所有的个人信息和密码。 all of our personal information and passwords.
曼吉拉，曼-曼尤拉甚至问。 Manjela, Man-Manjula even asked...
为律师的权力。 for power of attorney.
不，那不是真的。 No, that's not true.
事实上，我还没有收到回信 As a matter of fact, I haven't heard back
从她那几天。 from her for days.
我正准备解雇她。 I was getting ready to fire her.
那是因为FBI截获了这些邮件 Well, that's because the FBI intercepted the emails
作为你的回应。 and responded as you.
我… Wha...
他们什么都知道！ They know everything!
伯纳黛特，你明白吗？ Bernadette, do you get it?
那就是我结束了我的关系 That was me ending my relationship
有了技术。 with technology.
这是个好主意，伯纳黛特。 That's a great idea, Bernadette.
让我们深吸一口气。 Let's all just take a deep breath.
哦，上帝，埃尔吉， Oh, God, Elgie,
我很抱歉。 I am so sorry.
新德里虚拟助理 New Delhi Virtual Assistants
有超过100个正面的Yelp评论。 had over 100 positive Yelp reviews.
但现实是完全不同的 But the reality was something different entirely
我希望我们能保持专注 and I would like for us to stay focused
在现实中。 on reality right now.
所以除了这个身份盗窃问题， So it seems in addition to this identity theft issue,
你还试图在学校里碾过一位母亲。 you also tried to run over a mother at school.
哦，别这么荒唐。 Oh, don't be ludicrous.
哦，闭嘴。 Oh, shut up.
她到底在这里干什么？ What is she doing here anyway?
有人会打开窗户，让它消失吗？ Would someone open the window and let that gnat out?
别再叫索林了，伯纳黛特。 Stop calling Soo-Lin that, Bernadette.
哦，原谅我。 Oh, forgive me.
有人会让管理员离开我的客厅吗？ Would someone let the admin out of my living room?
我很乐意去。 I'm happy to go.
是啊，我也要去吗？ Yeah, how about I go too?
我们会在另一个房间。 We'll be in the other room.
干预措施略高于我的工资等级。 Interventions are slightly above my pay grade.
干预？ Intervention?
这是什么？ Is that what this is?
不好意思，我是这里唯一的一个 I'm sorry, am I the only one here
谁觉得这有点极端呢？ who thinks that's just a little bit extreme?
伯纳黛特，我担心你在受苦 Bernadette, I'm worried that you are suffering
从调节失调。 from adjustment disorder.
调整是一种障碍？ Adjusting is a disorder?
调整障碍是一种心理反应 Adjustment disorder is a psychological response
由压力引起的 brought on by stressors
通常包括焦虑或抑郁。 and usually involves anxiety or depression.
在你的情况下， And in your case,
我认为这个。压力源是 I think that this... the stressor is
这是一次计划中的南极之旅。 this planned trip to Antarctica.
是的，除了我现在真的想去。 Yeah. Except that I really do wanna go now.
哦，来吧。 Oh, come on.
你不打算去。 You have no intention of going.
-我们已经看了邮件。-嗯。 - We have read the emails. - Uh...
好的，事实是 Okay, the reality is
你心甘情愿地放弃了 that you have willingly given over
你的个人信息给一个罪犯。 your personal information to a criminal.
我不知道她是个罪犯！ I didn't know she was a criminal!
这种糟糕的判断几乎已经造成了 This poor judgment has almost caused
财务上的破坏和身体上的伤害。 financial ruin and physical harm.
你对你邻居的侵犯 Your aggression toward your neighbor
毁了她的家… destroyed her home...
我移走了。 I removed...
让她说完！ Let her finish!
这已经不是第一次了 This is not the first time
像这样的事情已经发生了。 that something like this has occurred.
看起来 And it seems
你在这个领域受到挑战 that you are challenged in the area
在人类的基本互动中， of basic human interaction,
依靠虚拟助手 relying on a virtual assistant
安排你所有的约会 to schedule all your appointments
并承担所有的家庭责任。 and to carry on all of your household duties.
伯纳黛特，事实上 And, Bernadette, the fact that
你在囤积处方药 you are hoarding prescription medication
你的家对我来说意味着 and the state of your home to me indicates
严重的抑郁症。 a serious depression.
你是否还在向我展示现实， Are you still presenting reality to me,
或者我能说点什么吗？ or can I say something?
首先，我希望埃尔金首先表达他的爱。 First, I'd like Elgin to begin by expressing his love.
埃尔金。 Elgin.
是的，嗯。是的。 Yeah. Uh... yeah.
嘿，我当然爱你。 Hey, of course I love you.
我不知道你现在是谁。 I don't know who you are right now.
就像外星人降临了 It's like aliens have come down
然后用一个复制品代替你。 and replaced you with a replica.
对上帝诚实，有一天晚上，伯纳黛特， Honest to God, one night, Bernadette,
我伸手去摸你的手肘， I reached over and I felt your elbows,
因为我觉得不管这个复制品有多好， 'cause I thought no matter how good that replica is,
他们不可能把尖的肘部弄对了。 there's no way that they got the pointy elbows right.
我不得不停下来。 And I-I had to stop myself.
我想，“哦，我的上帝。” I thought, "Oh, my God."
“我不能和她一起跳下悬崖。” "I can't plunge off the cliff with her.
“我有责任。我是父亲，我是丈夫。” "I've got responsibilities. I'm a father, I'm a husband.
"我让所有这些人都在工作 "I've got all these people at work
“他们的家人依赖我。” "and their families depending on me.
伯纳黛特，我的伯纳黛特，完全疯了， "Bernadette, my Bernadette, has gone absolutely crazy,
但我不能和她一起被拉下水。” but I cannot be pulled down with her."
我真的很抱歉，埃尔吉。 I'm really sorry, Elgie.
我不知道该怎么跟你说。 I don't know how I'm gonna make this up to you.
你说得对。我需要帮助。 You're right. I need help.
让我们从一起在南极洲开始吧。 Let's start by spending time together in Antarctica.
你知道，就我们三个人。 You know, just the three of us.
没有工作，没有电脑…… No work, no computers...
请不要把这归咎于微软。 Please, let's not blame this on Microsoft.
不，我只是说我们三个人。 No. I'm just saying the three of us.
我们的家庭，你知道，没有任何干扰。 Our family, you know, without any distractions.
我们三个人不会去南极洲。 The three of us are not going to Antarctica.
哦，我们不能取消这次旅行。 Oh, we can't cancel the trip.
我不会取消这次旅行，我不会那样做的。 I'm not canceling the trip. I wouldn't do that to Bee.
你不会带她去南极洲 You're not taking her to Antarctica
没有我，是吗？ without me, are you?
伯纳黛特，我想建议 Bernadette, I'd like to suggest
当埃尔金和蜜蜂在旅途中， that while Elgin and Bee are on their trip,
你和我…… that you and I...
你和我一起工作 that you and I work together
在Madrona Hill待了几个星期。 for a few weeks at Madrona Hill.
疯狂的垃圾箱？ The loony bin?
我们不叫它。 We don't call it that.
耶稣基督！ Jesus Christ!
你把我送去疯了！ You're shipping me off to a loony bin!
埃尔吉，你不是！ Elgie, you-you're not!
你需要帮助，伯纳黛特。 You need help, Bernadette.
你知道，R和R。 You know, a little R and R.
R和R？ R and R?
所以，你们这些家伙， So, what, you guys,
你去旅行吧 y-you go on the trip
我被关在马德罗山？ and I get locked up at Madrona Hill?
你不能那样做。 You, you can't do that.
理想情况下，我们希望你主动来。 Ideally, we'd like you to come voluntarily.
把我自己锁起来？ Lock myself up?
哦，天哪，你没有概念 Oh, my God. You have no concept
你到底有多病！ of how ill you actually are!
埃尔吉，看着我！ Elgie, look at me!
是的，我在杂草中，但我能把自己弄出来。 Yes, I am in the weeds, but I can get myself out.
我们可以一起解决这个问题。 We can get out of this together.
我们不需要库尔茨上校。 We don't need Colonel Kurtz here.
对不起，我到这儿后就得尿尿。 I'm sorry, I've had to pee since I got here.
或者我需要医生的许可？ Or do I need doctor's permission?
你知道，她已经在那里呆过一段时间了。 You know, she's been in there a while.
你觉得她还好吗？ Do you think that she's okay?
也许我们应该去看看她。 Maybe we should go and check on her.
伯纳黛特？ Bernadette?
伯纳黛特！ Bernadette!
我能听到水流的声音。 I can hear the water running.
狐狸小姐？ Miss Fox?
-已经有一段时间了。-她还好吗？ - It's been a while. - Is she okay?
狐狸小姐？ DR. - Miss Fox?
-伯纳黛特？-狐狸小姐，你能听到我说话吗？ - Bernadette? - Miss Fox, can you hear me?
退一步。 Step aside.
我需要你的帮助，奥德丽。 I need your help, Audrey.
嗯，她的车还在这里。 Well, her car is still here.
一切都搞砸了。 Everything's so screwed up.
我真的，真的很抱歉 I am really, really sorry
关于你的房子 about your house
这个符号。 and the sign.
别担心，没人会在这里找我的。 Don't worry. Nobody will look for me here.
听着，我知道我不是你的朋友。 Look, I know I'm not your friend.
我不是任何人的朋友，让我们面对现实吧。 I'm nobody's friend, let's face it.
但是当我从我的房子里跑出来的时候， But when I was running from my house,
我想也许我可以来这里。 I thought maybe I could come here.
我没有别的地方可去。 I have nowhere else to go.
我在西雅图不认识任何人。 I don't... know anyone in Seattle.
-你好。-奥黛丽。 - Hi. - Audrey.
你永远猜不到发生了什么。 You'll never guess what happened.
她消失了。伯纳黛特。 She disappeared. Bernadette.
从一种干预行动中，埃尔吉和我只是在做。 From an intervention Elgie and I were just doing.
那个疯女人从窗口跳了出来。 That crazy bitch jumped out a window.
什么？ What?
因为埃尔吉不得不把她关起来 'Cause Elgie's having to lock her up
把她从俄罗斯黑手党中解救出来。 to save her from the Russian mafia.
我稍后会告诉你。 I'll tell you later.
-哦，我的天。-我知道。 - Oh, my God. - I know.
那个可怜的人。 That poor man.
他经历过…… He has been through...
这么多。 so much.
你不知道。 You have no idea.
所以我们都在寻找她， So we're all out looking for her,
所以我告诉埃尔吉我要在这里 so I told Elgie I'd zip down here
看她是否跑过你的院子或其他什么地方。 to see if she ran across your yard or anything.
-你还好吗？-是的。 - Are you okay? - Yeah.
是的，对不起，我只是…… Yeah. Sorry, I'm just, um...
房子，你知道，我刚刚打扫了很多。 The house, you know, I've just been cleaning a lot.
-哦，对了。-我只是累了。 - Oh, right. - And I'm just tired.
泥浆和所有的东西。 Mud and all of it.
但是，嗯，如果我看到她，我会让你知道的 But, um, but I will, uh, let you know if I see her
穿过街道 running through the streets
她的手臂拍打着翅膀。 with her arms flapping or something.
这太疯狂了。 It's crazy.
这太疯狂了，哦，天哪，让我知道。 It's crazy. Oh, gosh, let me know.
过来。 Come here.
是的。 Yeah.
-更多细节。-好的。 - More details later. - Okay.
我想听到他们的声音。 I wanna hear all of 'em.
什么都没有？ Nothing?
好吧，她并没有消失！ Well, she didn't just vanish!
我们拿到了。我刚收到消息。 We got 'em. I just got word.
Manjula在杜布罗夫尼克的飞机上被逮捕。 Manjula was apprehended switching planes in Dubrovnik.
这项调查现已结束。 This investigation is now closed.
真的吗？ Really?
那伯纳黛特呢？ What about Bernadette?
她现在没有任何危险。 She's not in any danger now.
哦，真的吗？ Oh, really?
嗯，从俄国人那里。 Well, from the Russians.
我们已经解决了这个问题。 We've, we've solved that problem.
我一直在和凯尔斗争。 I have been struggling with Kyle.
很多。 A lot.
我试着和他在一起，但是…… I try with him, but...
他没有进入莱克伍德。 And he did not get into Lakewood.
明年我们将尝试公立学校。 So we'll try public school next year.
好吧，我敢肯定它比Madrona Hill要好。 Well, I'm sure it's nicer than Madrona Hill.
你知道吗？我和你换位置。 You know what? I'll switch places with you.
我要去Madrona Hill。 I'll go to Madrona Hill.
是的，你可以用R和R。 Yeah, you could probably use some R and R.
好吧，那么你就呆在这里 All right. Well, then you stay here
我的视频游戏着迷，粗鲁，抽大麻的儿子。 with my video-game-obsessed, rude, pot-smoking son.
好吧，那么你可以让我的工作狂丈夫 Okay. Well, then you can have my workaholic husband
还有他即将成为的情妇。 and his soon-to-be mistress admin.
好吧，好吧，只要你把曼朱拉扔进去， Okay, well, only if you throw in Manjula,
也就是俄罗斯身份窃贼谢尔盖。 aka Sergei, the Russian identity thief.
最重要的是你要明白 The most important thing for you to understand
这不是你的错。 is that it's not your fault.
这甚至不是问题。 That wasn't even the question.
妈妈消失在稀薄的空气中 Mom disappears into thin air
在圣诞节前不告诉我？ right before Christmas without telling me?
真相是复杂的，亲爱的。 The truth is complicated, honey.
一个人是不可能知道的 There's just no way one person can ever know
关于另一个人的一切。 everything about another person.
当然这很复杂。 Of course it's complicated.
只是因为它很复杂， Just because it's complicated,
仅仅因为你认为你不可能知道所有的事情 just because you think you can't ever know everything
关于另一个人，这并不意味着你不能尝试。 about another person, it doesn't mean you can't try.
这并不意味着我不能尝试。 It doesn't mean I can't try.
我不能。 I can't...
这是一个非常复杂的事情她要去。 It's a very complicated thing that she's going...
你在做什么？嘿，听我说。 What are you doing with that? Hey, listen to me.
你妈妈需要专业的帮助。 Your mom needs professional help.
请停。 Stop, please.
嘿，我知道你很难过，但是…… Hey, I know you're upset, Buzzy, but...
别这么叫我。 Don't call me that.
妈妈叫我那个，不是你。 Mom calls me that, not you.
在那一年的九月， In September of that year,
福克斯获得了麦克阿瑟天才奖。 Fox was awarded a MacArthur genius grant.
为什么是她？ So why her?
Bernadette Fox是最令人兴奋的事情 Bernadette Fox is simply the most exciting thing
在建筑的世界里。 in the world of architecture right now.
我觉得伯纳黛特很突出 I think Bernadette stands out
因为没人知道她是谁。 because no one knows exactly who she is.
她是建筑师吗？显然。 Is she an architect? Obviously.
一个有灵感的垃圾潜水员？是的。 An inspired dumpster diver? Yeah.
对你要做什么有任何想法 Any thoughts about what you'll do
你的奖助金？ with your grant money?
我不知道。 I don't know.
开始一个新项目，完成这个项目。 Start a new project, finish this one.
你知道，我有很多想法。 You know, I got a lot of ideas.
米勒-默里的房子， Mills-Murray's house,
白色的城堡，已经准备好进入 the White Castle, was ready to move into
在福克斯和沃克之前 before Fox and Walker
已经关上了那二十英里的房子的墙。 had closed the walls on the Twenty Mile House.
白色城堡最大的触动是 The White Castle's crowning touch was
价值一百万美元的加州球迷棕榈。 a million dollars' worth of California fan palms.
是的，如果你问我，让它看起来更像一个丽思卡尔顿酒店。 Yeah. Made it look more like a Ritz-Carlton, if you ask me.
我的意思是，她抱怨，她抱怨，抱怨， I mean, she complained. She complained and complained,
但是。 but...
这就是它的样子。 That's just how it was.
你抓住它，你保持它。 The You Catch It, You Keep It guy.
倪：奈杰尔米尔-米尔斯 Ni... Nigel Miles-Mills
是一个斗狗。 is a douchebag.
伯纳黛特打电话给我说她想把房子列出来 Bernadette called me and said she wanted to list the house
再找一处房产。 and find another piece of property.
在我还没来得及在市场上买到， And before I could even get it on the market,
我接到一个我认识的人的电话 I got a call from this guy I knew
谁是业务经理， who's a business manager,
他只是想拥有自己的房子 and he just wanted to own the house
他获得了天才奖。 that had won the Genius award.
你知道，我只是希望你 You know, I just wish that you
我本可以看到他们俩的。 could have seen the two of them.
他为她感到骄傲。 He was so proud of her.
她刚刚获得了这个大奖 She had just won this big award
在房子里杀人。 and made a killing on the house.
你知道，什么样的丈夫不会感到骄傲？ You know, what husband wouldn't be proud?
当时我还不知道， I didn't know it at the time,
但是业务经理 but the business manager
实际上是为他的客户买房子， was actually buying the house for his client,
谁碰巧是…… who happened to be...
Nigel Mills-Murray。 Nigel Mills-Murray.
直到今天， And to this day,
奈杰尔使用这个网站进行溢流停车。 Nigel uses the site for overflow parking.
20英里的房子， The Twenty Mile House,
这花了三年时间才完成， which had taken three years to complete,
只花了几个小时就拆除了。 took only a few hours to demolish.
在建筑界有一种悲伤的情绪 There was an outpouring of grief in architecture circles
随着消息传开，房子被毁了。 as word spread that the house had been destroyed.
伯纳黛特去了。 Bernadette went AWOL.
我，嗯，有很多建筑师签署了一封信 I, um, had a ton of architects sign a letter
这是在报纸上印出来的。 that got printed in the paper.
具有里程碑意义的委员会变得严肃起来 And the Landmark Commission got serious
关于保护现代建筑， about preserving modern architecture,
这意味着，你知道， which means that, you know,
有一些好东西从里面出来了。 there was some good that came out of it.
学校？ School?
是的。 Yeah.
-你要去工作吗？-是的。 - Are you going to work? - Yeah.
妈妈失踪了，你要去上班？ Mom's missing and you're going to work?
好吧，你想让我做什么，蜜蜂？ Well, what do you want me to do, Bee?
我不知道，也许找她吧。 I don't know, maybe look for her.
嘿，蜜蜂，听着… Hey, Bee, listen...
妈妈会回来的 Mom will come back
当她准备回来的时候。 when she is ready to come back.
她显然在经历一些事情。 She's... clearly going through something.
是的，她正在经历你让她经历的事情。 Yeah, she's going through something you put her through.
嘿，别说了。 Hey, stop it.
听我说。 Listen to me.
妈妈已经做出了自己的选择。 Mom has made her own choices.
她没有面对现实，而是选择逃避现实。 Instead of facing reality, she chose to escape.
而且不是第一次。 And not for the first time.
她从洛杉矶逃走了。 She escaped from Los Angeles.
她逃避任何个人责任。 She escapes any personal responsibility.
她昨天在面对这个事实时做了什么 And what did she do yesterday when confronted with that fact
从那些想要帮助她的人那里？ from people who wanted to help her?
她逃了出来。 She escaped...
又一次。 yet again.
看看我。 Look at me.
我们要过我们的生活 We're gonna live our lives
当她准备重新加入我们的时候… and when she is ready to rejoin us...
她会的。 she will.
你为什么总是把它设得这么高？ Why do you always set it so high?
蜜蜂？蜜蜂？ Bee? Bee?
嗯，格里芬小姐，我想告诉你 Um, Miss Griffin, I wanted to tell you
这是我想要去Choate的唯一原因 that the only reason I wanted to go to Choate
是因为我看过一些愚蠢的纪录片 was because I saw some dumb documentary
关于如何成为一所好学校的问题。 about how it's supposed to be a really good school...
宝贝，亲爱的，你妈妈在家吗？ Sweetheart, sweetheart, is your mom home?
不，为什么？ No, why?
她需要我的帮助。 She needed my help.
我昨晚开车送她去机场。 I drove her to the airport last night.
她说她以为你是 She said she thought you were
在飞往南极的同一航班上。 on the same flight to Antarctica.
-你开车送她去机场？-是的。 - You drove her to the airport? - Yes.
你知道她上飞机了吗？ Do you know if she got on the flight?
我不知道，亲爱的，我不知道。 I don't know, honey. I don't know.
我给了她一些我的衣服去旅行。 I-I gave her some of my clothes for the trip.
谢谢，谢谢。 Thank you. Thank you.
妈妈在南极洲。 Mom's in Antarctica.
-什么？-是的。 - What? - Yeah.
奥德丽昨晚开车送她去了机场。 Audrey drove her to the airport last night.
奥黛丽？ Audrey?
是啊，她告诉我的。 Yeah. She told me.
我真的认为妈妈会是 I really think Mom is gonna be
在我们要去的旅途中。 on the trip we were gonna take.
她会在阿莱格拉，我已经检查过了， She'll be on the Allegra, and I already checked,
还有一艘船叫路易莎 there's another ship called the Louisa
如果我们能及时到达那里，我们就能做到。 that we can take if we get down there in time.
两艘船都将在这个地方 Both the ships are gonna be at this place
在同一天被称为Port Lockroy。 called Port Lockroy on the same day.
我们可以去那里找妈妈。 We can go down there and find Mom.
你答应过的。 You promised.
你必须带我去。 You have to take me.
你也喜欢钓鱼背心吗？ And you like the fishing vest too, huh?
（深呼吸 [(breathing heavily]
哦。 Oh.
无论你做什么，都不要告诉妈妈 Whatever you do, don't ever tell Mom
你很无聊。 you're bored.
她会说，“嗯，你猜怎么着？ She'll be like, "Well, guess what?
"它只会变得更无聊 "It only gets more boring
你越早知道它就在你身上 "and the sooner you learn it's on you
“让你的生活变得有趣， "to make your own life interesting,
你会变得更好。” the better off you'll be."
我希望她现在正在做一些有趣的事情。 I hope she's doing something interesting right now.
你们很多人已经在甲板上享受了 Many of you are already on deck relishing
晴朗的早晨。 the clear, still morning.
十二星座将在9:30开始装货。 The Zodiacs will begin loading at 9:30.
当然，皮艇总是可以买到的。 And, of course, kayaks are always available.
欢迎来到南极洲。 Welcome to Antarctica.
等一下，女士。这是你的漂浮装置。 Hang on, ma'am. Here's your flotation device.
哦，是的，我应该24小时不间断地保留其中一个。 Oh, yes. I should probably keep one of these on 24/7.
然后你要排队等着划皮艇。 And then you wanna line up for the kayaking right over there.
-好的。-哦，不，谢谢。 - Okay. - Oh, no, thanks.
呃。 Uh...
等等，你有单身吗？ Wait, do you have singles?
是的，我们当然有。 Yeah. Of course we do.
我们有充分的理由相信 We have every reason to believe
我的妻子在阿莱格拉。 that my wife is on the Allegra.
有一种误解 There was, uh, a misunderstanding
关于出发日期和…… about the departure date and...
误会？ A misunderstanding?
是的，是误会。 Yes, a misunderstanding.
我们想和她见面。 And we want to meet up with her.
两艘船都应该是 Both ships are supposed to be
同一天在洛克罗伊港。 at Port Lockroy on the same day.
看，一切都取决于天气状况。 Look, everything depends on weather conditions.
所以计划的日程安排 So the idea of a scheduled itinerary
准确的端口调用并不存在 with exact port calls doesn't really exist
在南极。 in the Antarctic.
你能帮我确认一下吗 Can you at least confirm for me
我妻子在那艘船上？ that my wife is on that ship?
我很抱歉。 I'm sorry.
我不能透露任何信息 I can't release any information
在乘客名单上。 on passenger lists.
爸爸，没关系。 Dad, it's fine.
会没事的，来吧。 It'll be fine. Come on.
你好。 Hello.
嘿，你是谁？ Hey, who are you?
啊。有趣。我只是在想我自己。 Ah. Funny. I was just wondering that myself.
当你在南极洲的一艘船上 When you're in a boat in Antarctica
没有夜晚， and there's no night,
你是谁？ who are you?
我在想我是个鬼 I-I'm thinking I'm a ghost
在鬼地方的幽灵船上。 on a ghost ship in a ghost land.
你真的需要帮助我 You really need to be helping me
以浮游植物为样本。 take phytoplankton samples.
来吧。 Come on.
我要取水样，你可以写我的标签。 I'll take the water samples and you can write my labels.
别担心，我会告诉你怎么做的。 Don't worry. I'll show you how.
它不需要一个天才。 It doesn't take a genius.
这里，这里。 Here. Here.
爸爸。 Dad...
我已经做出了决定。 I've come to a decision.
哦，是吗？那是什么？ Oh, yeah? What's that?
我不想再去Choate了。 I don't want to go to Choate anymore.
我一直在思考这个问题 I've been thinking about it a lot
我知道你和妈妈去了一所预科学校， and I know you and Mom went to a prep school,
听起来很有趣 and it sounded fun
住在宿舍里，在管弦乐队里演奏， living in a dorm and playing in the orchestra,
独立成长， being independent and grown up,
但我不想这么做，我只是。 but I don't wanna do it. I just...
我不想去。 I don't wanna go.
我只有四年的时间，直到我上大学， I only have four years until I go off to college,
所以我想快点走吧？ so I figure what's the hurry to go?
好的，你不需要做任何事情 Okay, you don't have to do anything
你不想做。 you don't wanna do.
我以为你疯了。 I kinda thought you'd be mad.
预科学校并不是那么有趣。 P.S., prep school wasn't all that fun.
这就是我的想法。 That's what I thought.
还有一些研究人员在阿莱格拉的研究中 A few other researchers are bunking on the Allegra
在去帕默车站的路上， en route to Palmer Station,
接下来的几个月我们将在哪里生活。 where we're gonna live for the next several months.
帕默又站了什么？ What's Palmer Station again?
科学研究中心。 The scientific research center.
哦，是的，是的，我知道。 Oh, yeah. Yeah. I, I knew that.
这是最南端的地方 That was, uh, that's the southernmost spot
只有科学家才能做到这一点。 that only scientists can go to.
不，你想到的是南极站， No, you're thinking of the South Pole Station,
这是地球上最南端的地方。 which is the southernmost spot on the planet.
哦。 Oh.
这就是我要去找帕默的地方。 That's where I'm heading after Palmer.
实际上，我的前夫是一个承包商 Actually, my ex-husband is a contractor
他正在起草一份拆除它的提案。 and he's working on a proposal for the dismantling of it.
他们希望建造一个新的， They're hoping to build a new one,
但我不知道为什么。 but I don't know why.
旧的是测地线，很酷。 The old one's a geodesic dome. It's very cool.
新车站将由什么建造？ What's the new station gonna be built from?
谁知道呢？ Who knows?
他只是想把它拆掉， He's only doing the bid for tearing it down,
这是恰当的。 which is appropriate.
你一定要把电台的名字也写在上面吗？ You're making sure to put the station names on there too?
是的。 Yeah.
我们还会有边旅行 And we'll also have side trips
去洛克罗伊港， going to Port Lockroy,
第二次世界大战遗留下来的英国军事前哨。 a British military outpost left over from World War II.
它现在是南极遗产博物馆 It is now an Antarctic heritage museum
信不信由你， where, believe it or not,
有两个人住在一起 a couple people actually live
经营礼品商店和邮局。 and run a gift shop and a post office.
所以你们都被鼓励了 So you are all encouraged
去买南极企鹅邮票 to go buy Antarctic penguin stamps
寄回家的信。 and mail letters home.
你能带我去那艘船吗？ Can you take me to that ship?
那边的那艘船？ That, that ship over there?
只对洛克罗伊港和他的旅行，抱歉。 Only to Port Lockroy and back on this trip. Sorry.
好了，各位， All right, everyone,
-来吧。-欢迎。 - come around. - Welcome.
-我是薇薇安。-我叫艾里斯。 - I'm Vivian. - I'm Iris.
呃，别忘了关上门，因为…… Uh, don't forget to close the door behind you because...
狡猾的小企鹅可能会进入 Sneaky little penguins are likely to get in
一旦他们进入， and once they are in,
要把他们弄出来真的很难。 it is really hard to get them out.
呃。 Uh...
欢迎来到洛克罗伊港。 Welcome to Port Lockroy.
来吧，再靠近一点。 Come on in. Come a bit closer.
在第二次世界大战期间，洛克罗伊港 During World War II, Port Lockroy was
英国的秘密前哨。 a secret outpost for the British...
付了钱把港口洛克罗伊变成… Paid to turn Port Lockroy into...
阿莱格拉的乘客在哪里？ Where are the passengers from the Allegra?
其他的游轮乘客已经离开了。 Um, the other cruise ship passengers already left.
哦，亲爱的。 Oh, dear.
亲爱的上帝，她怎么了？ Dear God, what's wrong with her?
早上好。 Good morning.
嘿，你起得早。 Hey. You're up early.
准备好了吗？ Ready?
是的。 Yeah.
好的。 Okay...
那么男性和女性的比例是多少呢 So what's the ratio of men to women
在南极越冬？ overwintering in the South Pole?
呃，我不知道。 Uh, I don't know.
当我回来的时候，我可以让你知道。 I can let you know when I get back.
南极洲很糟糕。 Antarctica sucks.
她会回到港口 She's gonna get back to port
她不会知道我们是来找她的。 and she's not gonna know that we came for her.
没事的，我们会找到她的。我不担心。 It's okay, we'll find her. I'm not worried about that.
那你担心什么呢？ What are you worried about then?
当我们找到她的时候会发生什么。 What's gonna happen when we find her.
妈妈是我最好的朋友。 Mom is my best friend.
嘿，我知道。 Hey, I know.
我只是想让你妈妈帮忙。 I was only trying to get your mom help.
你必须相信这一点。 You have to believe that.
你真的给她买了圣伯纳黛特勋章吗？ Is it true that you got her a Saint Bernadette medal?
是的，它是。 Yes, it is.
当她赢得麦克阿瑟奖的时候？ When she won the MacArthur grant?
对，那是很久以前的事了。 That's right. That was a long time ago.
我不是为了这个名字才这么做的，我告诉她。 I didn't do it just for the name. I told her...
“这是圣伯纳黛特，我们的卢尔德夫人。” "It's Saint Bernadette, Our Lady of Lourdes."
“她有幻想，总共有18个。” "She had visions, 18 in all."
“比伯。” "Beeber..."
“毕博比焦是你的第一个愿景。” "Beeber Bifocal was your first vision."
“20英里的房子是你的第二个。” "Twenty Mile House was your second."
“还有16个。” "Here's to 16 more."
哦，天哪。 Oh, man.
我想我真的辜负了妈妈。 I think I really failed Mom.
她是个艺术家。 Sh... She's an artist...
他停止了创作。 who stopped creating.
我不应该让这种事发生。 I should have never let that happen.
那你为什么呢？ Well, why did you?
我不知道。 I don't know.
我的意思是，我不认为我知道 I mean, I don't think I knew how
试图得到…… to try to get...
一个艺术家，嗯，你妈妈的 an artist with, um, your mom's
这是一种特殊的天才创造。 particular kind of genius to create.
那是……巨大的。 That's... gigantic.
我能理解如何教机器人人们需要什么。 I can understand how to teach robots what people need...
但我无法理解你妈妈的情况。 but I couldn't understand that about your mom.
顺便说一下，你有没有注意到我没有检查过 Have you noticed, by the way, that I haven't been checking
我的电子邮件在这次旅行中很重要吗？ my email very much on this trip?
不，不是真的。 No, not really.
嗯，微软有一个巨大的重组。 Well, there is a huge reorg going on at Microsoft.
当我们坐在这些岩石上时，他们可能会宣布， They're probably announcing it while we sit on these rocks,
但是萨曼莎2被取消了。 but Samantha 2 is canceled.
取消了？什么叫取消？ Canceled? What do you mean canceled?
嗯，嗯。 Well, um...
他们将萨曼莎2折叠成游戏。 They're folding Samantha 2 into games.
是的，我知道。我对这个不感兴趣， Yeah, I know. I'm not really interested in that,
所以我说， so I said,
“你们可以自己去做。” "You guys can go ahead and do that yourself."
无论如何都无所谓。 Doesn't matter anyway.
我打开了那枚旧徽章。 I turned in the old badge.
爸爸现在是自由球员了。 Dad's a free agent now.
我从来没有见过你没有你的徽章。 I've never known you without your badge.
好吧，习惯吧。 Well, get used to it.
我现在要多呆一会儿。 I'm gonna be around a lot more now.
我真的很想去设计那个新车站。 I would really like a shot at designing that new station.
-你是建筑师？-嗯，不。 - You're an architect? - Well, no.
我从来没有真正考虑过自己 I've never really considered myself
它本身就是一个架构师。 much of an architect, per se.
我更像一个，嗯。 I'm more of a, um...
我更像是一个有创意的解决问题的人 I'm more of a creative problem solver with good taste
而且是后勤梦魇的软肋。 and a soft spot for logistical nightmares.
说到…… Speaking of...
我真的需要去南极。 I really need to get to the South Pole.
你知道，看看这片土地的地形。 You know, check out the lay of the land.
对不起。 Sorry.
这可能不会发生。 That's probably not happening.
不，那几乎是不可能的。 No, that would be damn near impossible.
像这样。 Put it like this...
在过去的五年里，我一直在写我的资助， I spent the last five years writing my grant,
我现在才第一次到达那里。 and I'm just now getting there for the first time.
这是最具竞争力的地方 It's the most competitive place
对于科学家来说。 in the world for scientists.
又有两只粉红色的企鹅？ Two more Pink Penguins?
它在我身上。 It's on me.
-是的。-再来两个。 - Yeah. - Two more.
嘿，还有两个。 Hey, two more.
是啊，为什么不呢？反正我也不会离开几个小时。 Yeah, why not? I don't leave for a few hours anyway.
哦，你要去哪里？ Oh, where are you going?
呃，阿莱格拉正在会合 Uh, the Allegra is rendezvousing
我们的海洋研究船。 with our marine research vessel.
这就是我要去帕默车站的方式。 That's how I'm getting to Palmer Station.
当然。 Absolutely.
我知道我没有被授权，呃，在这里， I know I'm not authorized to, uh, be here,
但是，你知道，我将免费工作。 but, you know, I'll work for free.
没有一份工作太过贬低他人。 No job is too demeaning.
是的，那很好，但是你猜怎么着。 Yeah, that's great, but guess what.
这里有很多人 There are people here
他们通过适当的渠道来到这里。 who have come here through proper channels.
他们已经获得了批准，获得了拨款。 They have written approvals, gotten grants.
你突然出现在这里， And you show up here unannounced,
一个偷渡的人，你想要一个地方吗？ a stowaway, and you expect a spot?
但我是一名建筑师。 But I am an architect.
这并不是说这里的狗屎。 That doesn't mean shit around here.
我的意思是，我有诺贝尔奖获得者 I mean, I have Nobel Prize winners
桑丁和油漆甲板，一个厨房工作的经济学家， sanding and painting decks, an economist on kitchen duty,
还有一位研究毛皮海豹的电视主管。 and a television executive who's studying fur seals.
我一直在帮助贝基做她的研究。 And I've been helping Becky with her research.
是的，我很抱歉，艾伦。我只是。 Yeah. I'm, I'm sorry, Ellen. I just...
我……我不知道…… I... I had no idea and...
她怎么回家？ How would she get home?
我们可以把她放在下一艘船上。 We can stick her on the next ship out.
她要去哪里睡觉？床不是所有的吗？ Where's she gonna sleep? Aren't all the beds accounted for?
这就是我们常说的。 That's what we always say.
与此同时， In the meantime,
-我将把你交给迈克。-嗯。 - I will hand you over to Mike. - Uh-huh.
他是一名来自波士顿的前州参议员 He is a former state senator from Boston
他非常想在南极呆上一段时间 who wanted so badly to spend time in Antarctica
他训练成为一名柴油机械师。 that he trained to become a diesel mechanic.
好的。 All right.
我现在让你知道 I'm letting you know now
因为你被列为她的近亲， because you're listed as her next of kin,
但是你妻子的名字在阿莱格拉乘客名单上。 but your wife's name is on the Allegra passenger list.
很好，谢谢。 Good. Thank you.
布兰奇先生，你妻子失踪了 Mr. Branch, your wife went missing
在Gerlache海峡的某个地方。 somewhere in the Gerlache Strait.
这是什么意思？ What does that mean?
她最后一次记录的活动是在 Her last recorded activity was carding in
26小时前的一次短途旅行。 from an excursion 26 hours ago.
她后来失踪了。 She has since gone missing.
好吧，伯纳黛特真的很喜欢她的隐私。 Okay, uh, Bernadette really likes her privacy.
这艘船已被搜索到最底下。 The ship has been searched top to bottom.
但她一定是在某个地方。 But she's gotta be somewhere.
这份报告很大程度上是基于电子签名的 This report is largely based on the electronic signature
由你妻子的磁性编码的身份证创建。 created by your wife's magnetically coded ID card.
如你所见，在她的最后一夜， As you can see, on her last night,
她跑上了大酒吧。 she ran up large bar tab.
就好像你在假设她死了一样。 It's like you're assuming she's dead or something.
她又一次逃跑了。 She just escaped again.
去哪里？它不像从西雅图消失。 To where? It's, it's not like disappearing from Seattle.
在这里，除了你所乘坐的那艘船外，没有地方可去。 Out here, there's nowhere to go but the boat that you're on.
她要住在哪里？和企鹅在一起吗？ Where's she gonna stay? Out there with the penguins?
你看到的是她的酒吧账单上的粉色企鹅 You're looking at the Pink Penguins on her bar bill
你假设她很沮丧。 and you're assuming she's depressed.
如果她玩得很开心呢？ What if she was having a good time?
你怎么知道她没在庆祝，爸爸？ How do you know she wasn't celebrating, Dad?
好吧，我希望你是对的，蜜蜂。 All right. Okay. I hope you're right, Bee.
当你一辈子都在工作的时候， While you spent your whole life at work,
妈妈和我度过了最美好的时光。 Mom and I were having the best time ever.
我们为彼此而活。 We live for each other.
她永远不会做任何事 And she would never do anything
她再也见不到我了。 where she'd never see me again.
明白了。 Got it. Yeah.
好的，现在我们可以得到这个。 Okay. Now we can get this little...
我们要把这个发光的塞子拔掉。 We gotta get the glow plug outta there.
-你有新月吗？-是的。 - Do you have the crescent? - Yep.
-好了。-谢谢。 - There you go. - Thank you.
狐狸，过来。 Fox, come here.
我在谷歌上搜索了你，你为什么在这里？ I googled you. So why are you here?
我正试着不再对社会构成威胁。 I am trying not to be a menace to society anymore.
听着，我可能有点忘形了， And, look, I probably did get a little carried away,
但是，艾伦，我真的想要一枪 but, Ellen, I would really like a shot
在南方90号的新车站设计。 at designing this new station at 90 South.
你知道些什么？ What do you know about that?
嗯，我知道他们正在拆除它， Well, I, I know they're dismantling it,
他们要建一个新的。 and they're gonna build a new one.
你知道，任何想要重新设计它的人， You know, anyone who's gonna have a shot at redesigning it,
他们必须亲自去看一看。 they're gonna have to go visit and see it for themselves.
没有人会去南极。 No one just visits the South Pole.
它是必不可少的人员。 It's essential personnel only.
据我所知，你跌倒了 And as far as I can make out, you fall
在这个相当大的非必要的类别中。 in that rather large category of nonessential.
这只是我工作的方式 It's just, the way I work
我必须住在一个空间里，你知道， is I have to inhabit a space, you know,
在我开始设计它之前。 before I can even begin designing it.
在我发现它需要什么之前。 Before I can discover what it needs to be.
你知道的。上帝，只是想着它让我心跳加速。 You know... God, just thinking about it's got my heart racing.
-哦-哦，不。 - Uh-oh. - Oh, no.
这不是一种糟糕的心脏病， It's not the bad kind of heart racing,
就像在说，“我要死了。” as in, "I'm gonna die."
这是一种很好的心跳， It's the good kind of heart racing,
比如，“你好，我能帮你做点什么吗？” as in, "Hello, can I help you with something?"
"因为如果不让位 "'Cause if not step aside
"因为我要把生命踢出去" 'cause I am about to kick the shit out of life."
你知道冬天会带来什么吗？ Do you have any idea what overwintering entails?
这是所有人想象中所面临的挑战的两倍。 It's twice the challenge anyone ever imagines going in.
唯一能削减的是那些 The only ones who can cut it are the ones who have
他们有一点反社会的倾向。 a little bit of an antisocial streak in them.
你必须很自在地花很多时间独处。 You have to be comfortable spending a lot of time alone.
你必须在没有运动的情况下进行长时间的伸展运动。 You have to go for long stretches without exercise.
阵雨很少，而且间隔很长。 Showers are few and far between.
听起来我一直在接受培训 Sounds like I've been in training for this
在过去的20年里。 for the last 20 years.
我想要的只是南美。 All I wanted was South America.
你也要把它从我身上拿走吗？ Are you gonna take that away from me too?
统治世界并不漂亮。 World domination ain't pretty.
Oof。 Oof.
我们在哪里？ Where are we?
嗯… Um...
哦，我想我们要从帕尔默车站的一名研究人员中走出来。 Oh, I think we're dropping off a researcher at Palmer Station.
现在？ Right now?
我们在帕默车站？ We're at Palmer Station?
是的，游轮公司总是喜欢这样做 Yeah, the cruise companies always like to do
这些在半夜转移。 these transfers in the middle of the night.
真的吗？ Really?
是的，他们只是保持沉默 Yeah, they just keep it hush-hush
为了不打扰付费顾客。 so as not to bother the paying customers.
看到了吗，爸爸？这是帕默站在那里。 See, Dad? It's Palmer Station right there.
那里有很多人， There's a ton of people there,
我真的认为妈妈会在那里。 and I really think Mom is gonna be there.
我们得去看看她是否在那里。 We have to go and check and see if she's there.
你想借一个星座去发现吗？ You wanna borrow a Zodiac and go find out?
-好的，好的，你在这里等着，我要去拿我的装备。 - Yeah. Yeah. - Okay, you wait here. I'm gonna get my gear.
啊！别去任何地方！ Ah! Don't go anywhere!
好吧，看，嗯。 All right, look, um...
只是，呃，你知道，表现正常。 Just, uh, you know, act normal.
-看起来很酷，对吗？-是的。 - Look cool, all right? - Yeah.
哦，糟了。好吧。我得找个地方停靠。 Oh, crap. All right. I gotta look for a place to dock.
嗯，全速冲进岸边。 Uh, just ram into the shore at full speed.
你必须这么做。 You just gotta do that.
-不，你不知道。-是的，你有。 - No, you don't. - Yes, you do.
嘿。 Hey.
幸运的是，我偏爱怪人和天才。 Lucky for you, I'm partial to weirdos and geniuses.
我给你找了一个从麦克默多到90南的Herc的地方。 I got you a spot on a Herc from McMurdo to 90 South.
你必须站在三个小时的飞行中 You have to stand for the whole three-hour flight
仅次于奶粉和喷气燃料。 next to powdered milk and jet fuel.
我很好站着。 I'm fine with standing.
你这么说。 You say that.
你有你所有的智齿吗？ Do you have all your wisdom teeth?
嗯，是的。 Uh, yeah.
没有智齿。 No wisdom teeth.
我们曾经不得不把某人空运出去 We once had to, uh, airlift out somebody
带着被感染的智齿。 with infected wisdom teeth.
不要问我要花多少钱。 Do not ask me how much that cost.
哦，狗屎。 Oh, shit.
不，别担心。 No, don't worry about it.
劳伦斯m古尔德现在正在装货。 The Laurence M. Gould is loading up now.
一旦你到了麦克默多，我们就可以摆脱他们了。 And once you get to McMurdo, we can get rid of 'em.
哦，好的。 Oh, okay.
我们有一个来自帕萨迪纳市的兽医 We have a veterinarian from Pasadena
获得了医学学士学位。 with a degree in equine dentistry.
-他以前做过。-在哪个动物身上？ - He's done it before. - On which animal?
志愿者不能挑挑拣拣。 Volunteers can't be choosy.
一旦你到了南极， And once you get to the South Pole,
你在那里呆了五个星期。 you are there for five weeks.
不进去也不出去。 No going in or out.
哦，天哪，这太棒了。 Oh, God, this is so great.
哦，我唯一要做的就是 Oh, the only thing I feel I have to do is
我得由我的家人来管理。 I gotta run it by my family.
你知道，看他们没事。 You know, see they're okay with it.
去做吧。 Do it.
-嘿。-是的。 - Hey. - Yeah.
谢谢。 Thank you.
你好，你已经到达了老式的固定电话 Hi, you've reached the archaic landline
在Fox-Branch住所。 of the Fox-Branch residence.
因为我父母还不让我有手机， Since my parents still won't let me have a cell phone,
我所有的朋友都可以在这里留言。 all my friends can leave messages here.
嘿，布西。 Hey, Buzzy.
嘿……埃尔吉。 Hey... Elgie.
很抱歉我没打电话，但是你知道， I'm sorry I haven't called, but as you know,
我的手机从塔拉哈奇桥上跳下来 my phone jumped off the Tallahatchie Bridge
从那以后就再也没有出现过。 and has not been seen since.
我们的未来会有更多的解释， There's much more explanation coming in our future,
但是现在，头条新闻， but for now the headlines,
这是一个忙碌的新闻日。 and it has been a busy news day.
我要去麦克默多站 I am about to head to McMurdo Station
有四颗智齿 to have four wisdom teeth
由兽医自愿提取的。 voluntarily extracted by a veterinarian.
所以，我得到了这个。 So, I got that going for me.
这个疯狂的地方是一个移动的冰盖。 This crazy place is a shifting ice sheet.
你知道吗 And did you know
他们必须重新定位南极的官方标志 they have to reposition the official South Pole marker
-因为它可以移动。-嘘。 - because it can move... - Shhh.
每年100英尺？ 100 feet a year?
天啊，我可能要把我的建筑变成风力发电， God, I might have to make my building a wind-powered,
徒步行走的冰屋。 crab-walking igloo.
-我不知道，我会搞清楚的。-她在盖房子。 - I don't know. I'll figure it out. - She's building.
-这就是失眠的原因。-她在做一个建筑。 - That's what insomnia is for. - She's making a building.
它的特点是，任何结构 The thing about it is, any structure built
将不得不在美国进行协调。 will have to be coordinated out of the United States.
你知道，我的意思是…… You know, I mean...
所有的材料都是钉子 Every material down to the nail
将不得不被空运进来。 will have to be flown in.
这里的供应将会非常昂贵 Getting the supplies here will be so costly
那绝对没有什么可以浪费的。 that absolutely nothing can be wasted.
你知道，我已经意识到 You know, I've realized that none of what
我变成了西雅图的错。 has become of me is Seattle's fault.
嗯，可能有点， Well, might be a little,
但是让我们停止最后的判断 but let's withhold final judgment
直到我开始成为一个艺术家 until I start being more of an artist
更少的威胁。 and less of a menace.
但是我让你们做这个承诺， But I make you guys this one promise,
这是一个很大的问题。 and it is a big one.
我将继续前进。 I will move forward.
哦，天哪，这更像是一场对话 Oh, God, this is more of a conversation
而不是信息。 than a message.
但是，听着，看，我有这张照片 Uh... But, listen, look um, I have this one shot
到达南极点 to make it to the South Pole
看起来我们要在几个小时内离开。 and looks like we're leaving in a couple of hours.
我将离开五周。 And I'll be gone for five weeks.
但是如果你们同意的话我就去。 But I will only go if it's okay with you guys...
你能打电话给我吗？ so would you please call me?
这是我能接触到的数字。 Um, here's the number I can be reached at.
不管你信不信，它会经过丹佛。 It goes through Denver, believe it or not.
303-295。 303-295...
妈妈！ Mom!
你可以走了！ You can go!
蜜蜂？ Bee?
我知道我会找到你的。 I knew I'd find you.
天哪，你怎么… God, how did you...
你是怎么到这儿来的？ How did you get here?
爸爸给你带来了一些东西。 Dad brought you something.
他做到了？ He did?
我们决定 We decided
我不可能把所有的16个奇迹都拿出来。 there's no way I could have taken up all 16 miracles.
是的。 Yep.
你还有更多的奇迹。 You got a lot more miracles left.
科学家总是认为 Scientists always thought
巴布亚企鹅终生交配。 gentoo penguins mated for life.
但他们最近发现这不是真的， But they recently discovered that wasn't true,
大约20%的人没有。 and about 20 percent of them don't.
在我看来， The way I look at it then,
这意味着那些永远在一起的人 that means the ones who stay together forever
正在做一个选择。 are making a choice.
就像妈妈和爸爸一样。 Just like Mom and Dad.
躺在我的床上 ♪ Lying in my bed ♪
我听到闹钟响了 ♪ I hear the clock tick ♪
想到你 ♪ And think of you ♪
陷入困境 ♪ Caught up in circles ♪
混乱不是什么新鲜事 ♪ Confusion is nothing new ♪
闪回，温暖的夜晚 ♪ Flashback, warm nights ♪
几乎落在后面 ♪ Almost left behind ♪
记忆箱 ♪ Suitcase of memories ♪
后一段时间 ♪ Time after ♪
有时 ♪ Sometimes ♪
你想象我 ♪ You picture me ♪
我走得太远了 ♪ I'm walking too far ahead ♪
你打电话给我 ♪ You're calling to me ♪
我听不清你说了什么 ♪ I can't hear what you've said ♪
然后你说，“慢行” ♪ Then you say, "Go slow" ♪
我落后了 ♪ I fall behind ♪
第二手不吹 ♪ The second hand unwinds ♪
如果你迷路了，你可以看看 ♪ If you're lost you can look ♪
你会发现我 ♪ And you will find me ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你跌倒，我就会抓住你 ♪ If you fall I will catch you ♪
我会等待的 ♪ I'll be waiting ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你迷路了，你可以看看 ♪ If you're lost you can look ♪
你会发现我 ♪ And you will find me ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你跌倒，我就会抓住你 ♪ If you fall I will catch you ♪
我将等待 ♪ I will be waiting ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
当我的照片褪色后 ♪ After my picture fades ♪
黑暗变成了灰色 ♪ And darkness has turned to gray ♪
透过窗户观看 ♪ Watching through windows ♪
你想知道我是否还好 ♪ You're wondering if I'm okay ♪
偷来的秘密 ♪ Secrets stolen ♪
从内心深处 ♪ From deep inside ♪
鼓声打破了时间 ♪ The drum beats out of time ♪
如果你迷路了，你可以看看 ♪ If you're lost you can look ♪
你会发现我 ♪ And you will find me ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你跌倒，我就会抓住你 ♪ If you fall I will catch you ♪
我会等待的 ♪ I'll be waiting ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
你说，“慢慢来” ♪ You said, "Go slow" ♪
我落后了 ♪ I fall behind ♪
第二手不吹 ♪ The second hand unwinds ♪
如果你迷路了，你可以看看 ♪ If you're lost you can look ♪
你会发现我 ♪ And you will find me ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你跌倒，我就会抓住你 ♪ If you fall I will catch you ♪
我会等待的 ♪ I'll be waiting ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你迷路了，你可以看看 ♪ If you're lost you can look ♪
你会发现我 ♪ And you will find me ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
如果你跌倒，我就会抓住你 ♪ If you fall I will catch you ♪
我将等待 ♪ I will be waiting ♪
一次又一次地 ♪ Time after time ♪
后一段时间 ♪ Time after ♪
时间 ♪ Time ♪